Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

how come everytime i make a step and fuck it up everytime even though i have tried my best not to. the anxiety is taking over. i wish i was normal and confident in my own skin. i always imagine someones watching me when im doing work. to counter this i have adopted this chill attitude now i dont care about nothing. the problem now is I’m too chill where i dont need to be. and anxiety is sill there lurking at the back of my head. so in short to counter anxiety, i have made it worse by taking chill attitude. I’m laughing at the irony of this xd