How can you love yourself and accept yourself when you hate everything about you…

Well there is something that you should like about yourself and that's about being brave to admit and realise what you feel!! Only you know what you've been through and you've come so far! You're a fighter and you're brave and you've got what it takes to go beyond!! 😘

Count the little things..u can't love yourself if you don't appreciate yourself...no one is perfect..you can't see the Stars without darkness..in the same way you need to have flaws to see the beauty inside you..

3am Thoughts

Hiii...so my day begin with a thought of procrastinating but somehow I resisted it...nd now things see somehow organised for atleast a day...still have those muggled up emotions dealing with the confused me...but assuming everything is at a perfect place... everything is fine!!!

Confusion

Now that I've been thinking of it lately. I feel like I'll get more love, care and attention if I die than what I'm getting now. Just that I won't be able to experience it and they'd know all that they're giving means nothing now. 

Depression

I am a total failure. I am not as smart as other kids, I score way less than they do, I get burnt out and stressed more easily than they do, I wrongly estimate time to study and end up going easy on myself and cram the night before. Other kids aim for 35+/40 while I am for passing. I can't get a man either, so that's another of my failures. It's the morning of the exam and just like always, I am trying to cram crap in my brain. 

I have fallen in love with my bestfriend and the feelings have only grown stronger since she found a boyfriend.

One Sided Love

Hiiii

Adulting

Hello to the person reading this. Hope you're well. 

I don't know where to start from, just came across this website to share my feelings. Scrolled through the contacts list in my phone and I couldn't find anyone to talk to. Lately, I've been feeling low and I'm not sure what it's regarding, it's like my mind is blank whole time. It feels like I'm lost & I don't know what I'm looking for and whom to share these thoughts I'm struggling with.

I don't know if I'm going to get any response or something but I guess it was worth taking a shot. 

Anxiety

I have been in a live-in relationship with a guy for over a year now. We are family friends and can never get married. I love him more than I have loved anyone in my life and always kept him above all. He says he loves me too and sometimes I feel it and sometimes I don't. His family is looking for his companion. I hear everything, see everything and I can't even do anything or share this with anyone. I feel that I am his last priority and I am forced to understand every situation. In the process, he forgets that I am a human too. Its not that he does not understand my situation, but we argue all the time. My insecurities are taking the best of me. I mean how do you share someone you love? How long can you pretend in front of everyone? I don't know what to do or what to say. Today, we had an argument and we ended things. We live in the same house. I am having suicidal thoughts everyday and I am fighting them all the time. I don't know why I am writing it here, I don't even want anybody's sympathy. Just feel like maybe someone is listening. All I ever wanted was his time because I knew that we had a limited time and didn't wanna waste a second. Was it too much to ask for? Its so fucking hard to keep everything to myself. I don't feel like doing anything, I feel numb all the time. I have PCOD and I have been having my periods for 20 days now. I went to a doctor and did everything I could. I am literally in an agony. 

Relationships

today i did my quiz , and i got only 50 while everyone elso got high marks . 
i began to hate myself . every single time . eventhough i know i cant do anything . i still want to cry . i think its been a while since i start abandoning my future . i just dont have energy anymore . i hate my life . 

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