How can you love someone so much that even he is hurting you and you keep loving him

Been there, You basically love the other person more than yourself which can get really lethal if they don't love you back.

Breakup

Why everyone leaves me,
No one stays with me, whenever I start to get comfortable with someone, they disappear. It hurts, but I need someone who doesn't leave me like that during my low time.

3am Thoughts

Jisko jo masle hai plz ajaaw gufti gu shuru kartai hai

I dont know how to describe myself sometimes i feel i am people pleaser. So Long story short. Due to some reasons My brother is avoiding me like talks less and all and its strange Coz he never does this now he also has A lot of Stress and Life Going on for Himself yet. He is All Okay with others and Less talketive with me. Now this thing Keeps on bothering me because i Have not Done anything Like Nothing then why And He is All ok with others and I dont feel Like Going And Asking Him coz i do have My self respect.
Should I keep worrying or just c

Confusion

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I really love this Lofi, jazz compilations. Put me in a nice mood and focus

Music

today my mom found out that i snuck out to run last night. she thinks i met up with some boys of course. i'm also already grounded and apparently last night it said my insta was active. about 5 people have my info to my insta so they could have been on it. but like, she won't believe that. my school saw that i had suicidal thoughts and called my mom. of course she doesn't care about the thoughts, she only cares about the fact that i left the house and was on social media when i shouldn't have been. she also found out that i wrote stuff on a birthday card and want to send it to my mom thats in jail. so yea. deep stuff. probably going to no go so well. i hate the house. i hate it here. i wish i lived with one of my grandpas or something. she's an amazing caretaker but she just doesn't understand. i don't know what to do. i'm going to go home and she'll already yell at me as i walk in the door. it's getting bad again. i don't want to be here. i don't want to be on earth. take me to a different planet please. she won't even let me speak i bet. this is going to be something big. 

Misunderstanding

Barishhhhhh.
Thand mee...
Aaj nhi rukne wali..
Gonna make myself a cup of tea...

Other

To immigrants and exiles everywhere,
the uprooted, the re-rooted, the rootless,
And to the trees we left behind,
rooted in our memories ...
Elif Shafak, The Island of Missing Trees
Starting new book! ,, magical novel



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