How can I cry? I really want to cry out rn, but I can't. This is making me frustrated. I'm not able to study. Somebody please help me!

Yeah make him cry and as a bonus give him an existential crisis 
I'm weak Imao 

Frustration

the saddest kind of sad is when your tears
can't even drop and you feel nothing. 
it's like the world has just ended, you don't cry. you don't hear. you don't see. you just stay there, and for a second. 
the heart dies.

3am Thoughts

I hate it when i wake up in the middle of the night and started crying

Depression

Is it just me or there are people like who desperately want to cry but can't
I have legit never cried due to emotions....
If anyone can help it would be appreciated...

I can't even cry anymore, I feel numb.

I also want to cry that I hv a boyfriend or a crush.. I also want to cry and ask for relationship advices, I also want problems of my age which I can solve, I also want to cry over silly matters and be pampered, I also want to act like my age,
But I am stuck, I only have a broken heart(not by a person) , my books (No teachers), expectations, a big fat dream and all of my incompetence I can not blame myself for nor can change and a mind which does not know how to stop. What should i do?

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