Hostel jaane k liye kya kya chhaiye please lets make a lost together. I leave in 15 days

If ur boy trimmer is must along with boxers

Hustle

Have you ever feel like your bf or gf is going to find someone better than you?
It happens to me and it's complicated cause I don't feel like he will cheat on me but that he will find someone else and break up with me... I'm I the only one? 

Anxiety

Anyone to talk?

I feel low. And really anxious😩😩
Ugh I hate this 

So how do i write it down , i have been crying since 8 hours , my mom called me slut again , then she came to me , i was crying she said you don't have to let everyone in the house know by crying so loudly and faking your tears , i asked her to leave , she cussed at me again , and she told me to stop with the drama of crying 
My dad came home and he instantly saw i a cried a lot bcz my eyes were swollen , he asked me and i told him , my dad told my mom that what she did was wrong and then my mom told him that i was lying to gain attention
Now she came to apologise bcz my dad made her , it was a formality i could clearly see .
I am having such a bad headache from all the crying that it even hurts when i move my head, i am just so done , with my mom , with everything 

Depression

I'm going to someone's funeral tomorrow and that someone is my grandma's older sister who I don't even know name of or anything about her. I feel like crying for some reason but I don't wanna bc just as I don't cry at a strangers death shown on news I don't want to cry for her too. is it weird? I don't want to be sad for her. she lived a long life maybe not a good one but she was religious and I believe she'll go to Jannah so it's like I'm getting sad for someone that will be waiting to go to a much better place. I didn't cry when I heard the news or when I'm wrote this but I cried when my grandma cried and I'll probably cry at the funeral too. for no reason. I don't wanna be sad or happy or feel anything about this. I don't understand why I feel like crying when it's the same as seeing the news of someone dying or someone crying to me about their loss I'm already sad enough it's tiring to be sad for someone else 

Life

Being a good person does not get you loved more, it gets you used.....!!

Be careful all you beautiful souls✨🖤

Love

When my name means "friend"
Yet not friendly or friendless :)

3am Thoughts

I feel like I'm a very bad person. I'm scared I'll fail everybody who expect from me. I'm also scared that I might fail as a person in studies too. I don't wanna feel this way. I keep crying all day. I don't have anyone to share this stuff with. No one understands me and my situation. My mom hates me. She keeps telling me that I failed her  as a daughter, my sister tells me I am the worst sister ever and she doesn't want a sister like me ( not in a joking way). Now even my father is disappointed wit me. I used share this stuff with me ex (Ya he is my kinda like my best friend), but now even he doesn't wanna talk to me. I don't know what's wrong and how do I solve this. Please help.

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