honestly these past few days I’ve just been feeling mentally tired you know but not just mentally also physically, it’s hard making sure your friends are feeling good, checking up on them etcc but when it comes to me, to where I need someone to open up, it seems like no one is there, my friends need me when I’m at my lowest but as a good friend that I am I be putting my situations aside to be able to listen to them or to give them advice, but when I try to open up they make is seem like a joke or some but I really can’t say nothin cause then I’m the bag guy. Like I sit every night in my room thinking where did I go wrong, like is this what I have to go through like are these my obstacles to find my happiness, I question myself every night, overthinking just to get answers, I just wish I had someone to be able to open up have a deep conversation. Earlier today I had a conversation with my guy best friend about feeling lonely and I was telling bout how I feel of being lonely and he said you have a boyfriend, only because I have a boyfriend doesn’t mean I don’t feel lonely, he then goes on saying be happy you have someone at that I just broke down into tears it hurt cause my boyfriend may be there physically but mentally he isn’t. I’m just mentally tired of everything.
You had me in the first half!! But then i was like there’s seriously something wrong about you, what to expect and give in whatever kind of relationship you are having.
Seriously in the second half you are okay discussing this with your guy friend but not your boyfriend. And then you start playing the victim card
no name @xnay_zeth559x
see there’s the problem when I try to talk to my boyfriend about this he doesn’t want too, like we obviously see each other in person every Sunday but when we do all he wants to do is fuck, and I just wanna sit down with him and talk but I he doesn’t put effort into trying
Honestly there is something wrong with you if all he want is to be physical then just stop. You are just encouraging him by letting him do what he want and not what you need
Be it your guy best friend or boyfriend, they don’t have the mental capacity to understand your emotions because those species are a bit less evolved ngl. And stop overworking yourself mentally for these so called friends! You made the decision to put yourself through more turmoil, when they come to you, send them a line of goodwill and be done! You deserve to prioritise your matters. And I think this might be a trauma response when you don’t deal with your situations and prioritise others cuz why deal with your own problems when you can help others deal with theirs
pie 🥧 @sweetpie21
I feel you… Am also committed but still feel lonely… Am there for every person but no one’s there for me… And it hurts
