Honestly I feel horrible, all my friends are avoiding me and I’m stuck with some girls I barely even know. 🫠

You need new friends.
And elaborate on this.

Friends

Feeling really sad and helpless rn. My best friend, one friend in so many years who felt real, who i could be free with , i loved being with them, and unknowingly i had made them my safe place. Compared to last 4 years, they are acting very differently now in these past few weeks. Maybe or maybe not they've done things that upset me, and being upset on top of being an overthinker is tiring. The change was too sudden in them, and i feel like I've already lost them. Their way of talking, behaving around me, i feel like I'm getting toyed around, I might be oberracting. But it feels even more lonely, even more sadness now. We've both been struggling with a lot of issues and problems together these years, now it just feels like I'm left alone in the void, to fend all by myself. There isn't the comfort of a cushion i had earlier. This is crazy, idk what to do  

Real one will always stay
Fake one will always for temporary, fall down and leaves you

Just like my eyelashes 😥

Girlfriend

Do You want to express how you feel to your friends but your mind makes you think that you're bothering them and they don't like you so you keep in silence? 

Frustration

feeling so sad rn. my friends left me out from going to a friend's house together. sure, I saw that they looked like they were waiting for someone which could be me, but they could've asked me via whatsapp right? I'm also kinda mad at myself for showing my displeasure abt it too much, I'm sure I seemed petty and pathetic to them for it.

Discrimination

I feel like my friends are starting to dislike me. I have no idea what I did. They’re getting more agitated with me and just overall ignoring me. I just joined a discord call with them and they left as soon as I started talking. I just wanted to talk with someone :(

I have been quite upset, I am a teenager, 19 years old. I recently started college and I mean all my friends have this thriving social life, relationships, virtual dates, and I literally don't, I mean, these past few days I have been avoiding talking to them because they talk about how happening their lives are so happening. Plus what even am I going to say to them? That don't tell me how happening your lives are and mine isn't. And I mean, I have always been a hopeless romantic kind of a person, a person who believes in love even after failing horribly, and day by day that hope, that faith, it keeps reducing gradually. I mean, I am 19, as I said, and I have never been in a relationship and the worse part is that I am a guy who has always been super respectful to women, and I know that is the bare minimum but then I see girls chasing around those assholes who are nothing but disrespectful and it's pointless. Does kindness mean nothing in this world anymore???? 
To a third person reading this, it might seem like a 19 year old's rant because he hasn't had any action in life. But it is so much more than that, it's the fact that I see no hopes or no possible scenario in the future where I see someone falling in love with me and that's just it. It makes me give up on life, to the point where I find myself in my bathroom sitting and crying or sitting and staring at the ceiling. Sometimes I feel like deleting all my social media, instagram, Facebook, Twitter, WhatsApp, throw away my sim, burn my phone and all my documents and just go off the grid. No one cares anyway if something were to happen to me, lmaoo. 

Teenagers

I feel like I do not have real friends. They all are very selfish, mean and do not want to see others succeed. What shall I do?

Relationships

i am still feeling like shit. i really dont know what is going on either. my friend, is still ignoring me. i mean thats what ifeel lik. i think its somehow my fault. i did this. and i already apologized, but he keeps saying i didnt do anything, and yet he still dooesnt talk tme. what am i supposed to make of this. ik i should give them space. i am giving them space. but m brain keeps convincing methta he hates me and it is cause of i am annoying that he stopped talking to me. my overthinking is getting worse, and i hate it.

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