Hmm!! Night walks !! Watching the sky, listening to music!!! I wish I could get some peace!! 


But this cold breeze is making me more cold-hearted(like a frozen heart)!!

Who made your heart frozen?? Maybe the one who always judges!!

Does that matter!! Yes that does matter because it's not only effecting you

Insomnia

It's better to stay silent rather than expressing our feelings to someone who will not understand. 

One Sided Love

Every time I look at food, I think I don’t deserve it, so I try to skip that meal, but then I remember that I  can’t let an eating disorder get to me. I am trying to amend my relationship with food and focus on my health, but starving isn’t the way. 

Body Positivity

It's so depressing when you make so many efforts but don't get them back 🍂

3am Thoughts

Lonely 😔

Lonely

Idk what to do damn it…
I have a friend like i don’t know humari kise baat honi shuru hui thi wo college m meri hi class m tha phel but after a semester hamara section change hogya i seriously don’t have any idea ki humari baate itni kse badh gyi jb hum mile bhi nhi the even lol😂 but hn pata nhi kyu I felt comfortable and mne ese hi ek din usse aapne ex ki baate share krdi mind it meri life m yeh baat uske ilawa sirf meri 4 frnds ko pata h and mne usse share krdi like hamara bond acha hogya with tym i used to share kuch bhi hota tha usse related he used to give me really good suggestion it’s almost 2 years now like we share a diff bond ik when he is hiding something and when he is not okay same with him so problem kya h? I feel for him no actually he is my good friend problem is now college are reopen we meet almost everyday one day he just texted me ki i want to tell you something and than he said leave it will affect our friendship and even i didn’t force him much and uske baad sb shi chl rha tha ek din hum essehi drame kr rhe the toh mne kha ki msg nhi karungi ab terko he said okay and I didn’t msg him maybe the next day uska face bata rha tha ki koi baat h toh i msged him asking kya hua he said kuch nhi mne usse face to face bhi pucha usne whi kha and said lecture ke baad milte h college ke bhar wo frnds sath bhar aaya toh i felt ki usne mujhe ignore Kiya toh i just left again yesterday wo meri class m aaya bhar bhi dikha and I felt like he was ignoring me and even today I felt same idk what is happening
What should I do should i msg him?
Or should I continue ignoring him like he is doing??

Valla malayaligal inda. Korach shogam edukan indu..

Adulting

this is actually hard when u wanna get over it but something really stops u
I have a friend ( we are more than friends), we stay far away from each other, like really far and it been so hard for us to maintain this friendship, I love him to be honest but he really doesn't understand what he is doing to me, I don't wanna use this word but he is toxic, I know he is scared of losing me, but he can not do what he wants, he was the reason for my anxiety, depression and he was the reason why I wanted to suicide, I want to feel him every minute and want that love but he really doesn't get me and is not at all understanding, he makes me feel that my existence sucks and I don't have to be in this world anymore. 
what am I suppose to do?

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