Hlo frnds, so I’m actually a single child to single parent. Now I’m studying in a medical college. My age is 23. My family life us not great and my house is very old and we are planning to build new house. I kind of dated a guy but it didn’t go well. He keeps asking me money and I will say no and he will scold me and blackmail me. I hated that and one day he himself wanted breakup and I said OK . I actually hated the idea of marriage because of my family situation and I’m really afraid what if it goes wrong and ended up like my mom’s life. But now I’m started feeling lonely
I’m feeling empty. So I started feeling about getting married. I really want a nice charactered boy . Just enough for me. I need a companion just to share my life and I really want it to be happy. I just don’t know but I want someone else in my life who will listen to me ,be with me and make my life happy and meaningful. I will make the exact same to him . I ready to accept him as he was
I really don’t care about his past. But o feel like this feel will somehow increase inside me. My childhood was not happy because of my abusive grandma who is my mom’s mom. She used to always scold and literally torture me and my mom. Now I just want my rest of my life happy. Why am l feeling like this now?. Am I that mentally exhausted??? Or else I’m feeling lonely???
Am sorry to hear that you had to face this much of things…I think you might be having mixture of both mental exhaust and loneliness…I would suggest you to try engaging in random talks…just try to make yourself socially active
That’s what I’m planning to do. As u said , I satet feeling more lonely now because I can feel it more now. I really dint know what to do
Yeah you are lonely as well you aren’t able to express yourself up to anyone as you have been alone so just need to open and breathe some fresh air with people nothing much to do.
Actually recently I got fever and I’m actually weak physically also both made an extroverted me to be stuck in the four walls of my hostel room for like 3 weeks which actually made me even more lonely.
As u said, I really may need an actual fresh air for some time.
Let’s connect if you don’t mind
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