Hiiii, for whoever sent me a message or request on here since the last time i was on, i will get to it asap in the morning since i do not have the now&me app on my phone. 

I don’t get why we couldn’t keep it as it was as it worked for me, but i will get on the app tomorrow morning

For whomever replied to this via a connection, i will get back to you asap when i wake up tmrw as it is nearing midnight for me, but i shall reply when i can. Thank you

Friends

Finally...!!
              She is not mine, She is happy with others. I sacrificed myself respect for her but she sacrificed me for others.
           Stay happy my girl!🖤

3am Thoughts

I have a friend in another department, and i have a crush on her since past two years , i really like her , and she always like we are just bestfriend , she always reminds me this when we are having good conversation like thankyou for being in my life. And when she hangs out with another friend (male) from her department it feels worst may be because jeoulosy , i do believe everyone has his or her personal life , but this is bothering me everytime when i see her with another boys , what should i do... What should be my mentality, how should I overcome it ...help !

I took the colour personality test today! I have been a follower of zodiac and fortunes, but oh my, this personality test is goddamn true. 

So, my personality colour came out to be yellow💛 *Drop in the yellow heart emoji to same pinch me.* One thing I've always wondered, how can basic random things, example the colour of the ice cream I'd prefer, tell me about my personality? It's amazing how these little things are the actual things that make a person who he/she really is✨ 

Throughout our lives, we keep chasing the big. I've just put that thought on hold. Is it the right way to live life? Chasing the big? No, it is about embracing the little things that you've gathered, all these years🌼

What are your thoughts?🤔

Mental Wellbeing

Aaaaaaaaaa! Fuckkkk! I just Hate myself!
Just soooo stupid! Dumb! 

Any English literature students here

Exam

Tomorrow is my last board exam and i can't even focus because of all my past traumas ,idk if I'll pass or if i will fail 

My grandfather is 80 years old. He’s done some bad and unethical things in his life- Links with the mafia, extramarital affair, going to jail, several lawsuits. My parents tell me that he suffers from Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Throughout my childhood I barely had any relation with him, we weren’t in touch. My parents never allowed me to get close to him and I would always hear my dad and aunt say “We’re ashamed of being his children, we hate him”. We as a family never even met him. In 2017 my grandfather got diagnosed with cancer and he is terminally ill. After this incident we started meeting him but not very regularly. Whenever we used to go to his house I used to get anxious and nervous as he was like a stranger to me.

For the past three months I’ve been going to his house daily. We talk for 35-40 mins everyday. The more I talk to him I realise he’s a very kind and nice person. I’ve become more comfortable with him and he even calls me. We both talk about a variety of topics and I look forward to meeting him everyday. For the first time in my life I felt loved. He cares for me and tells me anecdotes and snippets about his life he’s told nobody else. Today he told me that the past three months have been the most memorable for him. He considers me his best friend. He also told me that me that for the first time in his life he felt that his family loves him. After hearing this I got really emotional. I genuinely feel like my grandfather and I have developed a strong bond.

My parents now want to me to stop going to his house as they feel he’s influencing and manipulating me. How do I convince them that he’s not as bad as they think? He’s a really nice person but nobody ever bothered to hear the story from his side. Nobody ever gave him a chance to speak and justify himself. How do I tell them to give him a second chance? 



Family

I really feel anxious idk why everything is going so fast and what am i doing with my life I'm scared what is wrong with me should i go to college or do it online I'm confused 

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