3am Thoughts

I can't do this anymore....my crush kissed someone else.....theres no point in trying to jump over the friend zone....

Is there any Atheist here 

Need advice: I’m 25 and I’ve been single my whole life, but recently there’s this guys and he’s 32. He cares for and understands me really well. We like talking to eachother. he also confessed that he likes me but he has a girlfriend and soon they getting married. I feel so bad and guilty just talking to him, I’m mad at myself because I can’t stop myself. I know its a really selfish act but this heart hurts. I dont want to be the bad guy in their relationship. 

Relationships

Is it OK to feel so worthless. When my friends are doing jobs and doing whatever they want in their life enjoying their life. But iam struggling with the preparations for the job...the tonts of family members make even worse for me...
It feels like outdated when u sacrifice so much and still suffering to get wht u deserve....
I sometimes feel like so stressful and anxious. This worthlessness is eating me day by day. My hair volume reduce to an extent I just feel so underconfident all the time this hairfall stress anxiety and worthlessness is gonna do wht with me I don't know....
This worthlessness make me feel ashamed in front of everyone...😔😔😖

Body image

last year my parents were about to get a divorce. the whole situation in my house was horrible. but due to the pandemic and lockdown, they postponed it. my mom and dad lived separately for a while and people around us started to treat us differently. especially, my mom, her friends stopped including her and she just broke down. I did not want to leave my house in such a situation so I decided to go to a nearby college rather than the one I wanted to go to that was a bit far away. now all of a sudden my dad moved back in and even though they don't talk with each other much they act like a happy couple in front of people. my mom was accepted back with her old friend group and she seems happy. but because of all their drama last year I became very depressed. I did not go to the college I wanted to and I isolated myself from my friends. now I know I should be happy for them, that they got back or whatever but I am just really anoyed and angry at them . 

Family

One reason for ur Crush ... Anything

Crush

what should I do if my boyfriend is liking other girls photos on Instagram? i haven't been talking to him properly and he apologized a lot...but i feel it's disrespectful towards our relationship but am i overreacting? should i accept his apology even if can't seem to forgive him for it..idk what to do

Boyfriend

Growing up, my parents would always compare us with other people's child. They would always tell us about other people's achievement. This made me feel like I should accomplish more and made me feel pressured on anything I do. They even let out a statement that they are "proud" of those people who has achieved their dreams and become successful. So, I am afraid of failing and even I commit a simple mistake, I would take it to my heart. Is it my fault that I am feeling pressured in everything I do? Is it my fault that I started to feel like whatever I do is not enough? I grew up in that environment where in the eyes of my parents, everyone is "perfect" while I am the only one who is always lacking and a failure.

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