Hii friends Mai ek collage student hu or single hu or mere jyada koi friend circle bhi nii h to Mai apni problem kisi ko jyada nii share kr pata mere life me hmesha se ek gf mtlb ek achhe gf jaisi dost ki jrurat h agar koi Meri tarah h to please contact kre reply me thanx

Hii, aap apni problems yaha share karsakte hai and hum sab aapki help karne ki koshish karenge. Hum yaha sunne ke liye hai and aap akele nahi hai :)

Hi, thanks for sharing your feelings with us. You don't need any gf for the same, you can express anything you want with us. Thanks for being here. 

Relationships

Tomorrow's rakhi. I don't have brother. I do have cousins but then I'm not that close to them. Plus rakhi isn't just a thread there are many emotions connected to it, many responsibilities as well. So i don't want to tie rakhi to any of my cousins whom i barely talk to. So every year i feel so lonely on rakhi

Lonely

Hey I’m bored ask me anything you like 😀 my anxiety levels are up so I’m trying to do something to get my mind of it 

Anxiety

Why moving on is so difficult from someone though that person have hurt you have made you feel unwanted and ignored

Day 198 of writing journal entries.

Today was an okay day. It was very tiring, not really sure why. Our AC is fixed now though so that’s good, still waiting on irrigation to be fixed.

I had a very good run today, because it really knocked me out when I finished it. 😂 It was great though, I ran quickly so. There was not much more highlight to my day, so that’s all for this entry. I hope everyone is doing well!

Personal Growth

I have depression since 5 years , but it is not like i am sad all the time , i laugh at jokes too , i am the same person for people outside my bubble , but late at nights i get this pain in my chest and my heart and it is a very sharp like someone is poking it with a needle , i don’t know how but sometimes i get triggered by my depression in public or even when i am around people .
I just , just want to disappear bcz i know it wouldn’t affect anyone nor would anyone care ,
i really love my mom but i was physically abused by her all my childhood i still remember the way she called me a slut and some really horrible words when i was only 10 year old or beat me till it didn’t affect me anymore , but i don’t understand how does she not remember when i confront her today at the age of 18 , it makes me sad and physically and mentally sick !
how do i trust people when the only thing i have ever experienced is a backstab from the people once most closest to me
I am done , i am tired , i am …i don’t even know anymore what i am

Family

I miss his soft and warm lips on mine. damn. when we will meet again. it so hard having ldr things.

3am Thoughts

Silly me! Thought he always loved me :) 

I have lips that no longer know how to speak its heart.

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