High school was the best time of my life. So many friends, all together, sitting and talking in class, actually studying and not giving a shit about how far away our future will take us. 

So true. Nostalgia hitting hard in 3..2...1.....

Nostalgia hitting me hard ?. Missing high school and my weird and clumsy friend. 

True, high school was the best part of life which we can't forget. Those days were awesome. I still love my friends. But we all need to move ahead in future. All the best. 

Education

This words are overrated
Baby let's fix this
I can't lose u

3am Thoughts

I thought i should avoid people or relatives or friends for some time. untill i get success or clear exam .. but now after 2-3yrs I'm completely caged myself in my house now I'm completely a unsocial guy who lacks in all the things like...where to look, how to approach, how to stand, how to get normal just like others....but now it's bothering me so much bcs my family always force me to go in marriage, function, party ...and its a nightmare for me, also i feel like a baby in any function bcs i want to avoid everyone.. so i look here and there continuously without making eye contact (it happens unconsciously)....not only this, i didn't get success in clearing my exam, so now I'm always in fear what if someone ask me abt my studies...even r8 now i just came back from a wedding function and I'm feeling terrible i regret going there..i don't want to go out in public anymore... somehow i just wanna skip all humans..ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

I feel unlucky at times is it normal to feel like that. Do u also feel the same?

Anxiety

Rn me and my best friend were talking because she was feeling angry on a girl who's talking to a boy who likes my bsf and she doesn't even like him back , so i was there for her making her understand and calming her. But as soon as i told her that I'm feeling lonely lately after loosing my pet because when my pet was alive he helped me overcome stress and only because of him i dealt with my breakup , she replied "hasna tha kya isspr?" And went offline. Now you'll say she might be engaged in some other work , but no this happens every hell time. I'm not able to understand does she even care about me anymore or anything? tbvh I've gut feeling she ain't interested in me.

I don't understand parents one bit. For someone who has been there with us since the literal beginning of time , how can they be so indifferent? How can they fail to understand us? It just doesn't make sense? I'm sure they weren't always like this? Like when we talk about our kids rn, we say all lot of shit like yeah, I'll let them do whatever they want, I'll be so chill, cool and what not, Did they never have such talks? Have they always been like ok when my child is born I'll keep him confined at home, give him bare minimum freedom, disregard his opinions because I'm sure that I always do the best for him, he doesn't know anything about this world. This is complete bullshit. How can you make your own children feel so uncomfortable around your presence? There are people I've known only for 4 years and I'm sure I can tell this person any problem in my life and he'd LISTEN. That's what we're all asking for. Someone to listen to us. We don't want your solutions, we don't want your ideologies shoved down our throat, just listen to what we have to say without bombarding us with how you had it worse than us and you overcame those situations and now we gotta do it as well. I still don't get how can such a toxic relationship be formed with someone who has been there in your life for 18 whole years. 

Family

I broke up recently with a very toxic guy and suddenly bonded over another guy in school. He mostly helped me through the break up and then we texted all week. (Cus schools are still closed here) I definitely like him cuz he's everything I've ever wanted in a guy. Imagine the perfect guy we all have in our dreams in flesh and blood. Personality, looks and everything. Yesterday he suggested we go out and get to know each other for real but still keep things low from frnds and everything. I'm totally up for all that but it's just that I've never dated someone I liked so much. And right now I'm soo terrified that I'll screw this up and he'll lose interest in me. I'm a really average kinda girl who talks politics and stuff uk...thats one of the things we have in common minus the average part. I feel like I would never find someone I like this bad and I wanna know the right way to maintain his interest in me ig? Like before having a great boyfriend I wanna be a great girlfriend... Any advices? 

Love

honestly i think i always knew our relationship wouldn’t work so us being apart is for the best but i’d be lying if i said it didn’t hurt to watch you move on. 

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