Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hi, yes of course I’m not gonna share my name but I’m full of thoughts now and my mind will blast if I will not share everything with anyone. So here I’m.

Okay, so I had been in two serious relationships in 2021 one had worked for 4 months and the next one pta hi nhi chla kb end hogya…and I didn’t expect this kind of end.

First guy cheated on me with some other girl. Even I get to know ki vo merse pehle se hi ksi or k saath tha…idk kya hua use timepass krna tha ya sch me kch feelings thi mere liye bhi pta nhi… everything was running so smooth I didn’t even expect ki aisa kuch hone wala h. I truly loved him with all of my heart. I was or you can say I’m a girl who was or is always scared from these relationships kinda things…I mean I didn’t trust anyone easily. I was like agr chhordiya isne to…ya agr cheat kra to…and I didn’t even had an idea ki mera fear sch ho jayega.

Mujhe smjh nhi aata ki ye ladke aise hote hi kyu h. You know what he knew all my weaknesses, he knew about my insecurities and my trust issues. Bhyi us bnde ne mujhe har step pr motivate Kiya…aisa feel krwaya jaise uske liye mere siwa or koi h hi ni…I was totally mad in love with him. I was starting loving my insecurities, starting accepting the way I am. But you know what …
On 16th Feb I got to know about him through his best friend. He told me everything about him and that girl.
And guess what…ye jo ldki thi mujhe doubt rhta tha usko lekr kyuki he and that girl was so close friends.to kbhi kbhi doubt hota tha mujhe…and as always usne muje trust krwaya har baar ki aisa kuch ni h jaisa tu sochti h mere liye bs tu h…and they were dating each other from two year

And on 17th Feb we broked up.
I was all shattered that day, whole day crying.

Sorry guys for posting this lengthy story.

And thank you to those, who has read my story :)

PART-2 About another guy
Will share Tomorrow ;)