Hi to whoever is reading this…if anyone is reading this
Hope you had a good day ^_^ well I had a bad day, and if your reading this then please throw in some advice……If you don’t feel like, then that’s okay too.
So, basically I’m from a typically conservative family, consisting of Mom, Dad, little sister and myself. We’ve been raised as decent girls as kids with too many restrictions around and spent our lives trying to be the “Perfect Daughters”. It is another thing that we’ve been given all that we ever wanted from toys to basic necessities to gadgets etc., however all of these fall short when you don’t have the freedom doesn’t it. I’m currently 22 and I’ve lived my entire life suppressing my wants and desires and with no constant friends, trying to be up to the mark for my overprotective father. It’s almost two months since the covid pandemic hit the entire world and we aren’t allowed to step out of the house since then. I’m currently pursuing final year in MBA and thought of at least seeing the campus offline this year but looks like that too isn’t going to happen as I’m not vaccinated yet and my dad is making no efforts to get vaccinated either. I know you must be thinking that I should speak up, but that wont be ending well and he will be dominating again which would leave me in pathetic position later on. And being brought up as a suppressed child made to swallow all her thoughts and opinions I don’t even have the dare to speak to him. It all escalated to a new height now when the govt decided to open up schools and colleges on Sep 1st and he straight out said to both me and my sis that he’s not gonna let us step out of the house just cause there’s covid going on. Now I’m in a position where I sit up cooped up in my room the entire day listening to classes or playing some games. Yeah I can sit with my family but every time there’s some or the other fight going on that I cant bear sit there. So now I’m in a suffocated and choked scenario where I cant do anything but stay numb out of all the emotions cause I don’t know what ill do if I let my emotions in. This is my story…what do I do?..…I’m sorry I made a lengthy comment, I don’t even know if people read this, but if you did thank you for your time ^_^
