nyx @nyx_2
Hi this is kinda new to me and feels a lil weird to share but i genuinely have no one else to share it w last year was very hard on me i fought and lost my bestfriend of many years and it changed my life completely and i saw that time which people were actually my friends and who were just w me because of her itโs been awhile now sheโs changed but i still see her all the time because itโs our last school year so weโre friends when i had a fall out w her i got really close to a friend in our friend group who i didnโt know how good friends we would be but we had a minor fight and the first person she went to was my ex bff she went and bitched abt me to the friend group and i saw her and she went to a cafe specifically to talk shit abt me w my ex bff and came back w and told me that Iโm obnoxious and a few others things and i was genuinely hurt that she has such a bad image abt me but i thought abt it and the next day i told her yes a little of this i agree w u and i will improve as a person because Iโve already delt w one person leaving me i didnโt want another to but now i realised that sheโs not really there for me and she only became friends w me becuz she pities me and she always makes me feel insignificant when sheโs w her bff ik Iโm probably the problem but i always might be like tough or sm but I genuinely care abt people i just realised that Iโm no oneโs first choice or that anyone would stand up for me i just needed to rant because Iโm upset.
Absy Sam @absy_sam
Sending you plenty hugs ๐ธ