Hi there,  just wanna have a normal talk with some collge going girl..  its been long since I talked to someone.. if u feel the way I do.  Jst ping me .. 

Kamatchi Sumithra V

bin 147

Tinder take 1000 for msging and that also the other guy must have subscription to read my msg its sheer waste of money...

Hi I am not able to connect right now.. I might take some time

Dreams

Noting  I feel bad and sad 

Exam

Talk about something very sparkling and interesting

YOLO

I am shattered. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to think. I am useless to everyone. I destroy everything I love. I have never felt such pain, never. I am sick of crying all the time. I don’t want to cry anymore but I cannot control the tears that come down rolling. Everything wrong going in my life is my fault. I feel like I don't want to live anymore. 

Mental Illness

I came here to know what is wrong with me.I m thinking about other's feelings  by depressing my feelings and even then they don't understand the  sacrifice of my feelings...............

Physical Health

Sooraj hua maddham ...

One Sided Love

I'm so exhausted. So tired. Been feeling terrible these past few weeks and today I'm running a fever. Also have a damn exam to write tmrw. After getting to know I have a slight fever, my mom has been saying such horrible things to me for the past three hours. It's too much to bear. I couldn't become a better child, a better sibling, a better friend, a better human. She does this very often actually, for hours and those words she uses are so harsh it'll make u wanna kill urself. In recent times I've thought of giving in and being free from this hell for once n for all. But now I think she'll be the one to put that bullet thru my head, she said she would. I've become a burden here, I'm afraid she wouldn't directly do anything, but slow death, slow torture are the weapons. For a person like me who feels way too deeply for this world, I'm falling apart even more than before. Looks like I'll be living a dead life for these years to come, lol so much for the future. I have anxiety, depression, and lost and confused. Seeking out for help has backfired already, and now I'm stuck here, me one against this world. It's really exhausting, really painful, mentally and physically, I'm just tired. I wanna quit. I want out. I don't think the single thread I'm hanging on will last long. It's been years this is happening and tired of fighting now. Have always been alone most of life, but now it feels even more scary and lonely. It's not safe here, I'm afraid. I'll never grow, never be me ever again here, love kindness hope idk what they are having never experienced them to much extent. I thought I'll carry on to those few happy moments, kind gestures i hardly saw these years, but that's not working anymore. I'm desperate, i want to live, to see and feel this life without being ridiculed, without being threatened and buried for. I want to rest, I'm tired. Very tired. 

Family

I have been diagnosed with depression for almost 2 years now. I am trying to fight it but my mind just keeps giving up. I have so much wrong in my past that I am not able to forget it. People say leave the past stay in the present i tried but it is tough. 
3 years back my best friends betrayed me. I was broken and went into depression then but had no one to support me or tell  me what to do. I had severe suicidal tendencies. I now cant trust anyone. It was very hard for me to make friends again. A year ago I met some amazing friends, I would party and hang out with them every weekend. This would make me so happy. I would look forward to it. Now they all left the city and I am left behind. I miss them a lot and it is getting very tough for me to manage without them. I would share my emotions, share my thoughts, I would share everything with them. It would make me feel so much better.
Now things have changed everyone is busy and don't have time to call each other. I hesitate to call them thinking they would be busy.
I feel lonely. I have no one to talk to. I cry everyday to bed. Sometimes without any reason.

Depression

Wth is happening why I'm again and again thinkin about him he's just my online friend I know we used to call each other bestie but don't get so much close to him cuz he is not your bestie in real world I know talking to him make u feel good but listen baar baar ig p jaake uske replies ka wait karna , har waqt uske baare m sochna , uske baare yaad karke muskuraana band kar yaar uske alawa bhi bahuttt kuchh hai karne ko why don't you focus on that , online world m itne log h baat karne k lia par bss usse hi baat karna achaa lagta hai kyu kyu kyu . Jab wo aaya tha life m toh mne y app hi delete kar dia tha it's like meri life k saare problems hi samapt ho gy but ab wo hi meri problem bnta jaa rha hai har waqt kaam k beech uska msg check karna , uske baare m sochna Oh god i just wnna get out of all this stupidity 

How should I focus on myself stop all this non sense stupidity that I'm doin 
I'm  in 1st year i just wnna focus on my studies without hurting him and maintaining distance with him kya kru kse kru ?

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