Hi ☺️ my name is Steve. I volunteered for Suicide Prevention Counseling. I have some experience in helping people over depression, breakups. If anyone need a listening ears. I would be happy to help. It's not much but I helped 3 people get over depression cycles. 

Roshan 

Thanks Ashish. Hoping to be helpful ☺️

Mental Wellbeing

Hi guys!
Been a long since I used this platform.

How are y'all are doing? ^^

Love

Which pair is more powerful 

Autism

What to do when you don't see future with your ur partner ? How to let them go

3am Thoughts

I think it was that song, I want it that way?

My mom is not alive, and I had this ex gf and I really bonded with her mom well together as a motherly figure. So even after our breakup I continued talking to her mom and expressed my feelings and emotions I felt after she dumped me . So her mom said okkay I will talk to her and I agreed. Me and my ex had lot of fights even after our breakup saying mean things to each other . Now my ex gf is talking to me said "stop talking to my mom no I am not dating anyone but I am not saying yes to you either.we may or may not have a future together. I will decide after we meet first cos we have been separated for 6 months now and I don't know ur intentions. And please don't tell my mom I texted you. " 
I tried to deny meeting saying " can't I know my heart will break again if there is a no please tell me now.and if u are dating anyone please tell me I will move aside on my own. Cos if that's the case I know my heart will break again. That's why please tell me now" but she denied she is dating anyone . But I am not sure she is dating or not . 
P.s - her sister calls me bhaiya and she told me "I don't know she dating xyz(the guy she met few days ago) or not but she talks to him often and meet too and  has told mom that when time is right she will marry this xyz . 
When I asked my ex about this she denied saying "when did I say this to her ?" Which I pretty know for the fact that she's lying.  
I told her sister that she has asked me to meet she got surprised and told that "here at home mom is tensed between u and her and she has told mom that "she has nothing to do with me" 
What should I do from here ?
I am confused why she is doing this,on one hand she asked me to meet her and on other she tells to her mom behind my back she has nothing to do with me .
I am ready to move aside if she wants and also told her I don't wanna meet her cos I am protective about my feelings now .  So if it is a rejection tell me now honestly.i will move aside.
I don't know if she doesn't have to do anything with me as she says to her family why does she force me to meet her. And dont reject me now even if I offer her that option too that I will walk out own my own if u want. 
What should I do from here ? Trust her ? Build a report? Or just walk out? 

Sometime I feel like give up on her sometimes I feel likegive her benefit of doubt. 

Consistency over perfection is better rather than just thinking over and over again about it.

Life

Currently searching for the loyal partner who would be the reason of my happiness. I could share my Ups n Downs & everything that happens in my struggling life.

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