Hi. Just a random post, sorry for my English, it’s foreign for me.
Just googled “i have no one to talk to” and didn’t find anything better.
I just want to spit it out.
I’ve first tried to commit suicide by jumping out of window of mental hospital i’ve voluntarily surrendered to. That was 11 years ago. Never got better. Since than i’m just living in my parents house, work from home. I’m constantly tired and lazy. Last time i’ve been outside it was still summer. Now it’s suffering season, i hate autumns and springs, my condition gets even worse than usual. Just want to end this endless nightmare, but i won’t. Don’t even know why or what for. Living is just a bad habit by this point.