Hi! Iβve been feeling so shitty, not that it is new thing for me butβ¦ so i was clean for like 10days and yesterday i cvt myself again. Ngl felt awesome. The urge to cvt myself was there for few days was there and i did it. SO now why i have been feeling shitty is because i am failing my classes, canβt sleep (i havenβt slept for like 2 days), um i donβt have appetite at all, i feel like my friends donβt like me and feel annoyed by me. I feel like they are betraying me or do not want to be with me. My mom is toxic af. Everyday I hate myself more and more. I just want to die. Thereβs a lot.
Um ig iβll end it here. Have a nice day or night whoever is reading this :)