Hi,
I’m new here, I’ve been feeling down for quite a few months now. I don’t have anyone to share it with. I lost both my parents to cancer. My dad has abandoned is when I was hardly 2 years old. When I was 19 I lost my mom to cancer, then 5 years later I learnt that my dad passed away too. I’ve been living with my grandma and taking care of her success the time my mom passed away. I always chose the well-being of my granny over my career so I could not go any where to look for a good job. She’s quite ungrateful. I broke up with my bf, we were dating for 5years, so now our common friends too have stopped being in touch with me. I have a brother(6 years elder to me) who never really cares about the family. I always have to force him to come down and help out with our grandmother and recently he’s also jobless and has come home due to the whole covid-19 scene. I cook, I clean, I literally run the house. I’m 27 now. But I am already so tired of this life. I feel like nothing will ever get better.
aww I’m so sorry to hear that. your grandma might seem ungrateful but for all you know maybe she’s is appreciative but keeps it to herself. you never know what goes on in someone’s brain. maybe it’s time you put yourself out there or find something to do online to keep yourself busy when you’re not having to do chores. or maybe find something that could help with your career. as we’re all stuck at home, this could be the best time for you to figure out what you want to do with life and how to carry on! cheer yourself up, I’m sure in time everything will get better and be positive! blessings will come to you when you least expect it :)
