hi, i’m in year 13. i am not usually someone who gets emotional or talks about their feelings. Since being back at school, i have cried everyday for the past 4 weeks. i am so anxious about exams and life that i literally don’t know what to do anymore. i put up on this strong happy smiley girl so that one one suspects that i’m hurting. i am sad. i’m anxious about missing work and not being able to complete my tasks and then it’s a vicious cycle and i can’t get out of it. i think it’s a common occurrence with people in my year, but i just feel alone. I am off my food and i feel nauseous all the time. I feel numb again, and i am scared that the voices will return to my head like they did in year 11. 2020 has truly been one of the shittest years and i just wish they would not make us do the exams. i honestly don’t know how i am going to survive it.