Hi, i’ll tell my story. so i’m the sensitive person at home, since my sister’s death. i grew in a toxic Family but they never admitted that, lucky me i never been abused physically. but mentally i guess yes, not my parents, yet my cousins did. when i were 5/6 years old, i don’t even remember, me and my cousin were playing, and i really don’t know how it started, he touched me in my private places, i didn’t know it wasn’t okay to do that, i for a moment liked it. then my sister saw us, and she told me it’s a bad thing. i started blaming myself for that.
after one year my teacher sent me one of my classmates to tell me that he has a good idea to help me with my grades, and that even those classmates were doing the same thing to get good marks. i accepted, without knowing what to do. and he was old enough he’s daughter was my older sister’s friend, he convinced me it wasn’t a bad thing and that it’s something you’ll enjoy. at first i was okay than i stopped going to him, i was traumatized of him, i didn’t like the way he looks at me, i felt like a moving object. i changed to another class. then my stupid cousin, started telling his friends of what we did, and they started following me everywhere i was terrified, i kept only hiding untill i told my sister half of the truth that they were only bothering me, even that teacher told his friends, they’re from the same type oh! his friend also came to me and touched my boobs, i was 9yo i walked away and he said , oh! i thought that was okay with you. i ran so fast. and kept avoiding him ever since. i never spoke about this, i endured all this alone, now i’m 19 yo and tired of this shitty society, i’m always being harassed outside, i always try to forget what happened but i can’t. people sees me as a happy person, yet no one knows what i’m going through, i wanna know if it’s my fault because i blame only myself for what happend that time.
It’s not your fault. It never was and it never will be.
thank you, i wish i can stop blaming myself for that.
I wish things could have been different for you, but please understand none of it was your fault. So don’t ever blame yourself.
thank you so much. i’ll try my best to stop blaming myself.
The issue with our society is, that even after we boys are at fault, the society would always blame the girls, who were never at fault. Sis, you were never at fault, you never would be. I as a male, am very sorry, that you had to go through all that. Please don’t blame yourself, sis.
thank you for that, i wish everyone thinks like you do
That is the issue sis, nobody thinks like this. Everyone has a sister & mother at home, still they want to take benefit of someone else’s sister.
i wish this never happens to anyone because for me it was death.
You might have gone through a lot of hell. I pity on us knowing the kind of society we live in. It’s not at all your fault. You’re at an age where you don’t know what’s wrong and right. You should have got some love and support from your parents. Try to let go off your guilt. I know it’s not easy. But you have all the rights to lead a happy and peaceful life again. Try to get out of the guilt. Look at the bright side. I hope you’ll find all the strength.
thank you so much, i wish that i had support when i were at that age
