Hi! I'am 24 year old female who have no friends and who never was in relationship. I'm quet shy and i think noone could understand me. I don't have very good relationship with my family but i know i would miss them one day because i would be alone, also i'm comeing in term with fact that they are humans, they messed me up and i would never forgive them but they mess themselves as well and someone mess them too. If i was lucky to have good parents my life would be better, i wouldn't feel so powerless. :( Thanks for reading.

Hi, 

I don't know you. I have never met you. But you know what? I can already tell you that you are an amazing woman. No, no I am not just saying just for the sake of it or make you fell good. The very fact that you let your feelings out here already shows how courageous you are.

I am 25 years old, so I have pretty much seen the same amount of this world as you. Trust me, when I say this. No one. NO ONE has the perfect parents. Not even you will be a perfect parent to your children one day. But you imagine a world where everyone, everything, every situation is perfect. What a dull and boring world it will be? 

Imperfection is what makes life so beautiful. I am so glad that you have come to terms that they are human and you have forgiven them. You are fighting everyday? Aren't you? You are a fighter. I don't think a powerless person would able to. 

It's all about perspective dear. Stop blaming yourself or your parents if you feel you are a mess. There is no good coming out of it. Instead think about how can you work out and improve and make the next 24 years of your life the best ever. And I know you will.

And when it comes to not having friends. Hey, I am already one :) 

Take care. Lots of love. God bless you. <3

Lonely

Wasn't so desperate, life made me. Not having someone can act like a catalyst for that. And not just anyone can be that someone, it takes time and trust which most don't have or give.
Life without a goal & someone to rely on can be painful, while on outside it'd look like everything's going great.

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i will turn 24 in few weeks. i have always been an active and "put my best in any work i do" kind of person weather i like the work or not. But one thing i have failed to do or learn is to stand up for my self. During my 11th and 12th,even though i was a science student, i discovered my love for writing and literature and i wanted to pursue that as my degree and career. i even put forth this desire of mine in front of my parents. They gave a very passive reaction to this. At this point my sister joined  her Masters program in design which is quite out of the field for a girl from a middle class family like ours to take up , after having an engineering degree in a well know and marketable field. Some how my parents supported her , but when i tried to demand the same support i was emotionally manipulated to take up engineering . I did take up engineering , did well there too and alongside pursued my interest in writing and storytelling. I thought once i finish engineering i will be able to pursue my interest just like my sister did. But i couldn't. By the time i was in my final year i had got placed in a well known IT company and i had taken up an internship in the same company , just to make sure if i was fit for that field or not and i was not. I was not even a bit interested and more over i developed an hatred towards it from every ounce of my body and i very Cleary had conveyed this to my parents that i don't like the job i don't want to do it. But again i was not given any support. I always knew my dad would not support this but at least i thought my mom will have my back like she did for my sister when she took up masters. But the reason my mom gave for not supporting me was that she was tired of doing it, supporting us to follow our will and i broke. So i decided that i will take up the job, so that i can be away from the my house , be financially independent and save up for my self and pursue my interest. But lockdown happened and i am back in my house and i am stuck . I know the world is burning out there but  i cannot stop thinking how badly i have ruined my life. I did not stand up for my self when i wanted to choose a subject i wanted  to study , i did not stand up for my self when it came to choosing the job i wanted to do. Now that i will be 24 , the whole marriage pressure will start , in fact it has already started subtly and i am lost . every time i face some problem at work , i feel like blaming my parents , blaming myself and my confidence level has hit to ground. i do not feel confidant in anything i do. i fell like re-questioning every single of my thoughts. decisions and feelings. I feel like i cannot trust myself or anyone around me. 

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