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Anonymous

Hi… I really need advice… I’m so lost and confused. I’m 19 years old and i have a younger brother and a disabled mother that are counting on me… my mom has been in and out of the hospital but now shes finally came back for good bc her insurance wouldn’t cover her going physical rehab… I have to do everything for her… And yes… I’m slacking… I dont bathe her… but I change her, I listen to her screams… I’ve spent 2 years trying to get her better. But my mother is gone… she’s a different person and I despise her… she begs and pleads for cigerates… when i tried to make her quit… And i need the money so i work all the time… leaving my brother here alone… we recently got kicked out… And now are in my grnapdas camper… my papa, uncle, mom, brother and me… all in a camper… I have so many panic attacks from crying bc it’s so small. There are creepy men and I’m afraid I’m gonna be raped. I’m so suicidal and my brother is beginning to… it’s so scary… but long story short… my mother is alot to handle. My uncle helps. But takes advantage and takes my moms pills and lives off us… my sister does the same… my aunt offered me a one bedroom house for $500 a month… me and my brother said we can share the room… if my mom comes she will sleep in the living room in her medical bed… And my uncle sleep there from time to time… but i can’t even afford $500 a month… I get paid 10hr but the people are mean and never give me hrs expect the weekends bc no one will work it. I just am so confused. I wish it was just me and my brother… I would movein so quickly… but… I’m only 19… no one will help me do taxesand I only havw 2 days to do them and have no idea how to… everyone is talking about getting custody of my brother when my mom dies… but not even trying to get her better. I Love my mom… but im trying to think of how to protect my brother… I wanted to go into the military but put it on hold for them… i boughta car and i don’t even get to use it… my uncle uses it for deliveries for his job… but again I need him for my mom so i gotto do it… my sister will come over and sleep here even tho she has a nice place to live and take our food, our bed… I wanna live with my bf… I was before we got kicked out… but idk where to go… vs everyone hasbad credit or me (not having any) I’m lost…

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Anonymous

I’m going to brutally honest here with you. You sound like you are surrounded by lazy people who are living just because. If your priority is to take care of your brother, take him and take your car and leave… you leave your mom with your papa, uncle and aunt. They are grown ups, they can take care of your mom or at least find a way to take care of her. What you need to take care of is yourself and your brother.

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Anonymous

I recently rented a house! And im happy but my uncle is sad bc he cant come… And my sister living free off me… And i let her stay bc of my brother… And she so mean and tells me I’m decorating wrong… but… she makes my brother happy

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Anonymous

It’s alright. At least you have some peace of mind. What is the point of having siblings if they don’t give us hard time 😉

I’m glad things are working out for you. Keep us posted! Have a great week!

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@alishacooper

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