Hi I just joined a job thinking it's my calling. But not so much anymore. I'm lost as to what to do next I don't know what's my passion or what I'm good at. My undergrad does not interest me, my current job neither, I dunno what's my passion, my calling. How do we find that? 

Job Dissatisfaction

I feel like I'm a Big failure of my lie.. don't want live any more...but I have 2 kids they stop me to tink to die but I'm unable to handle my emotions

Breakup

Hey girls or a guy who has experienced below situation, I have a doubt about what should I do now

Here's what happened:
I was in a casual relationship(situationship) with a girl for around 5months, we were together and slowly i started getting involved in it more and more. Now the girl says, "she is sexually attracted to other people and is feeling sort of disconnect from me". I said to her it's normal but if you want to work on us, i am always open to it. But she is like i have tried working on it in the past too and it didn't work and it will not work this time too. 

We have stopped talking and i feel like lost and want to talk to her but also i feel like i should leave her alone. Any suggestions? Will she be back cause she is saying i am attached to you and i am not trying to get rid of you. I just don't know what should I do now? Wait? Or try to forget about her and live my life?

Day 22 of writing journal entries!

Today was a good day! I had dinner with my grandparents and it was all just a chill day. Didn’t do much else but I’m okay with that. 👌

Time to go to sleep.

Personal Growth

help me

3am Thoughts

Why are Will Wood's songs so addicting? help

Loving u is not my biggest mistake , thinking that u were mine is my biggest mistake ☺️

Addiction

my feelings are all over he place today. I simply cant think straight and my sister just made it worse. all she ever does is think about herself and what she'll get its never the people around her and it sucks because I feel used most of the time and confronting her and telling her about it is simply more of a joke to her and she couldn't care less FML

Family

I feel alone. And I guess I am alone. I have no boyfriend, no friends, family I do but they never reach out. It’s tough is all. The weather has been beautiful today but I couldn’t bring myself to leave my room. A guy I liked and dated for a short period of time posted on instagram and never followed me back or called like he said he would. A new guy that I am seeing never followed up about going kayaking. I have gotten no responses from Bumble BFF. I don’t speak to my older sister…I haven’t for almost 3 years now. I don’t have a relationship with my father anymore. He only calls me when he needs my help. My younger sister and I are not speaking. I bought tickets to see Bad Bunny the week of my birthday and I don’t really even like his music. She was supposed to fly in but when I FaceTimed her she was mean. I was going to plan out the week for us but I felt so hurt that I just called it off. I always show them love but they never reciprocate. I’ve brought it up before but nothing changes.
Maybe it’s all my fault. Maybe I’m unbearable. Or maybe it’s just life. If that’s the case then I don’t want it. I want to be traveling with friends and planning special dates. I want to be happy for longer than one month. I want to have support for longer than 3 months. Please don’t say just love yourself. That is bullshit. I love myself as much as I can. That doesn’t change that I have no one. I just needed to rant about how I’m feeling and have felt most of my life. Always an outcast. Always judged. Always left.

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