Hi I have been through a very bad breakup and I am really trying very hard to forget all those past memories but I am unable to do so can anyone help me

Delete chats, pics, texts and block every social account where s/he can contact you or u can relate to him. 
Do not engage anyone close to him or your common friend for one month and try to keep urself occupied with diff activities

You do not have to forget. You need to feel this pain as well, you need to do the daily basis activities - work, study, etc
It will take its own time

Anxiety

For those of you that need to hear it one day you will wake up and all of the sudden the weight from the last several weeks, months, years will be lifted off your shoulders. You can’t control when that day comes, all you can do is stay strong and trust that it is coming. it’s okay if it’s taking more time than you think it should. The universe is showing you how strong you are. Even now as broken as you may feel you are still so. so. so. strong, there’s so much to be said for how you hold yourself together and keep moving even though you feel like shattering. Don’t ever stop. You’re healing. It doesn’t have to be pretty or graceful. You just gotta keep going. I have so much faith in you. 🤍 

Happy

God you are consistent, kind and good — I am greatful  that I am known by you. Nothing is impossible for you. You can change my circumstances in an instant. But even if you don’t, I will choose to keep moving forward and endure — because you endured everything for me. I know that these momentarily trails won’t last forever, so today I commit to keeping my eyes fixed on you. 

To everyone who is hurting, tired, exhausted, frustrated or anything else.. I hope this helps. 

May god bless you with happiness and strength.

Mental Wellbeing

I give up happily from this life hope we meet again in a new one

Self Harm

In my 23 years of life first time i had a love at first sight but yeah she was cute girl  . I was at a concert sitting on bench a girl came with her friend i looked into her eyes the scene was like we both looked for at least 15-20secs but she never looked back then . 

3am Thoughts

I never got a chance to say goodbye to a girl that was in relationship for 3 years. Real reason was because she Ghosted me that's why I never got a chance.

So I wrote a short goodbye note for her.

I hope this message finds you well. I wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude and bid you a proper farewell, as I never got the chance to do so in person.

I want to thank you for the time we spent together, even though it didn't end the way I had hoped. Though our relationship ended in 2018, (Although i didn't deserve that) I am grateful for the experiences we shared and the lessons I learned.

It took me some time to come to terms with the breakup, but I now realize that it was for the best. And I have found my peace in life. We were not meant to be together, and I have since grown and learned from the experience. I forgive you.

Though it's unfortunate that our paths had to diverge, I wish you all the best in your future endeavours. I have no doubt that you will continue to achieve great things and leave a positive impact on those around you.

Thank you again for everything, Savita. I will always hold the memories of our time together in high regard. I wish you nothing but happiness and success in all your endeavours.

Goodbye 👋🏻 😊



Why am i holding on to hope?
https://medium.com/@Love92/i-love-you-there-is-nothing-you-can-do-about-it-9036d036106

Love

To C;
You hurt me. You ruined me, you've turned me into something gross that I never thought I would be. I haven't hurt anyone, but I get hurt. I'm not sure if it even hurts anymore. I guess I'm doing it to myself, talking to those people knowing it's a trap. My own form of twisted punishment. Thank you for what you taught me. But I hope that you hurt for a long time until you realize what you've done. What you've made me. Or is it more than me? There are likely others. I miss you, but my gosh do I hate you to high Heaven. Learn. And if you learn but don't change; then burn.

To A,
You broke me. You tore my heart apart year after year because you are younger than me there is no way we could be together. Then you kissed her. Why her? You could have kissed anyone else. You know I could feel it? That something was happening, going to happen that day? It was inevitable and I made peace with that before the moment came. I thought I had at least. The truth is, I don't understand you. Shouldn't I be awkward around you, not vice versa? You used to smile at me, laugh and tease and play fight and holy hell i loved you for it. Now you ignore me. You look at me like I'm not even there, you stare, it isn't fair. Here I go again, hurting for you, making songs and poetry and bleeding in my soul because of you it's always you. You. I don't know if I love you or hate you or just don't give a fuck. There tears I've cried over you are more than anything else I've cried over. You hurt me til i can't feel the pain anymore. I wish I could tell this to your face but I don't have the courage. Or maybe you don't have the courage to face me after you kissed my sister, ignored us. Left us for nothing. I'm not sure if you broke 2 hearts or 3. I always new there was something between you and her. But that doesn't stop the pain. You broke me. But I truly hope you're happy. I can't stand seeing you hurt, even after all you put me through. 

To O,
I never had the courage to say so, but I like you. I could never be with you because you hurt my friends, you loved one, loved my sister, assaulted 3 girls. You're a bad person but you don't understand that, you don't understand anything but your feelings. But I like you anyway and it hurts to watch you flirting with Imi. It hurts so damn much because not only are you hurting me but you're hurting my sister. She still isn't over you, you know. That's why she stayed by your side when you had no one. Not even Imi. But you still love her. Love. What is love but a bullet being fired by the one person you care most about aimed at your heart, that tears apart your soul.. I don't even know if i want you. Maybe I'm just jealous.

To Imi...
You're one of my closest friends... i love you... but I really really hate you. I'm so so sorry that I hate you and this whole thing reminds me so much about yr 6 how I got into this depressed mess in the first place but I can't stop. You have everything I've ever wanted without even trying... or even wanting it. I've fought with each breath to be happy, free, have a job, money, drivers license, for fucks sakes you're younger than me and have a car and I'm not allowed to learn to drive til my sister can!! You sleep, eat right, you do all the hardest classes, you're tall, skinny, and comfortable with yourself and you have many many friends and you can dance amazingly you do everything you want when you want because you can and everything you try you do well, you're in the hardest dance competition class while I still can't do my splits and don't have the money for competitions, my dream since i could fucking walk and you only started dancing a couple of years ago as a fun side thing and I just hate you!!!!!!!!!!!! 

But I don't. You're nice and kind and saved my life. You're my friend. I'm just a jealous bitch. I thought when I'd start recovering from depression I'd be less jealous but I'm not. I just get much angrier. How can you do it all? Why can't I too? Why can't we both do it together? Why am I always on the outside??

I know this is long. I'm sorry. But if anyone has anything to say to help me out, I'm listening. 

Jealous

"May your troubles be less and your blessings be more and nothing but happiness come through the door."
 - Dorien Kelly

I hope you are doing well,but if you feels like you are losing hope..that there were a time when you were so weak mentally emotionally..and you choose not to give up on yourself..and came back more stronger and wiser...i know you must be thinking that there is no solution for your problems,i know you must be feeling that nobody understand you..i know Everything is just out of your control..but let me tell you if you forget you become strong by being vulnerable..you become wise by being stupid.. what i wanted to say there is no such things that can steal you from you..so don't give up on yourself... don't lose hope over the life..good things are coming into your life...take care of yourself..💜💜
- Queenn 👑

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