Hi…
I feel lost and drained all the time.
It feels really alone and i feel that i haven’t made any friends in 25 years of my life.
I feel like there’s something wrong with me.
I keep trying but they all eventually drift away.
I suffer mentally alot.
And there’s no one out there who understands what I go through. Not even family.
I was friends with a boy for almost 8 years.
It was easy even for him to drift away and cut contacts from me.
Most of the times I feel I am the problem but i don’t want to focus on that because I am already suffering a lot mentally.
Once, 5-6 years ago i even tried commiting suicide for a very menial reason which triggered everything.
Is it just me?!!