Luckyme @newme_unlock
Hi… I don’t know how this platform works. New here. Found this after pulling up myself after years of betrayal and manipulation by partner. Want to build myself up but keep failing and letting myself and my business see the lows. Sometimes I feel I am addicted to pain and sadness, that I want to live in that zone and deliberately avoid the happy part of the life. Have gone through phases of hallucinations and imaginary character being with me. I want this character to go away , but one part of me purposefully creats a sad incident or relives the sad incident so that character stays with me. I need therapy for sure, but had failures in seeing the right one. Most of it is commercial and they don’t even allow me to finish a line.
Hope this community helps me out !!!
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Welcome 🙄
So u r lucky
Luckyme @newme_unlock
Lucky that I identified that inhale an issue and want ro come out… lucky enough
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Oops that’s deep 😐
Luckyme @newme_unlock
Yeahh
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
So how’s u ??
Luckyme @newme_unlock
Not in great mental state. Dragging each day to move on. But I have piles of work to do and miles of distance to go. Want my mind to be with me.
Luckyme @newme_unlock
Are you anime lover??? Anime keeps me in a comfort zone.
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Oh that’s sounds lot of work
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Oh I just love anime
Which anime did you watch in the last few days?
Luckyme @newme_unlock
My all time fav is suzume… which recently got india theater release and I watched with anime lovers. Last month I rewatched Inuyasha in youtube
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Yeah I watched it too
but i liked your name more
What’s inyousa??