Hi
I discovered that I am committed to be alive but I when I am being with the authority teacher and someone who knows better then me. I pretend that I know everything, or I donβt say anything be reserve, I show that I am smart. But what I hide is that they should not know that how stupid, Β© impact of that is I struggle in expressing myself, I be fearful, restless, heavy.
Missing I donβt be authentic and honest and being straight and contribute, to the person and I dont get contributed. Somebodyβs who knows better then me or teacher, has lot to give me. Since he knows.
Who I am being a possibility of being straight and authentic.
Whats possible now.
ease, learning, settled, alive, fun and fulfilling