Purva @jessica
Heyy
U can talk to me <3
Hello. I hope you are doing well.
Sadly I am not. But I dont know where to even start
U can start by telling how are you feeling right now ??
Hey thereβ¦how are you holding up?
Not good. A few close people died. I am preparing for UPSC. Did not make it in previous 2 attempts. Have gained weight. Been living in a room all locked up for almost a year now.
Im so sorry for your loss.
Wanna talk it out?
Yes please
Where to start? Please ask.some question
How do you feel about losing your close ones?
One of them was my hometown buddy. Friends for the last 20 years of my 24. Got even closer of late. He died at 25
Im so sorry for your loss. How have you been feeling about it?
Void. Numb. Cannot focus on my prep. Very afraid for my parents
Wanna talk about it?
Im assuming you stay away from home. What scares you the most?
In fact abhi I am at homeβ¦left home at the age of 10. Came back home after 12 years in 2020 due to the pandemic.
Losing my mother scares me the mostβ¦I fear I would be unhinged if I lose her.
How is she holding up?
I know losing oneβs mother can be terrifying specially when the mere thought of it is so terrifying but youre home rn, with her. Spend as much time as you can.
If not anything, one thing covid has taught is that its all in the now.
And weβre with you, weβll get through everything together.
Thanks for listening⦠you sounded very professional. Are you a pro?
Hahahahahβ¦not professionallyβ¦just experience of being there for everyone around me.