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3am Thoughts

Are Yar man kartha ye suicide karlu 

Self Harm

Being a very introverted person, very sensitive, can't tolerate the rudeness of other people(it breaks me down) ,no social skills, very shy from the school days itself , family sucks, my mom has turned all relations with my fathers family into worse,so no family love, financial unstability, etc etc ..its hard for me to make friend now in college because I always feel low self esteem as people here are way too extroverted and smart.I get depressed easily. because I think I'm not good enough ..therefore I find it hard to make friends easily, talk to peoplee etc etc.

what should I do :(
I feel mentally stress all time 

Depression

The hidden pain 😞
The me you see is not the real me.
This isn't who I wish to be.
I hide the pain, I hide the strife.
Honestly, I just want to escape this life.........

I am 17 and from an Indian family and an out going person basically an extrovert 
I love a person and that left out to be one sided
I have a best friend who is usually older than me he is about 21 
We used to have fun and end up talking all kind of jokes and I used to be free unfortunately today we had a lipkiss which continued for a minute
I really feeling sooo guilty for behaving in that way
That wasnt me I am not that kind of girl and have no wrong intention
I feel guilty for kissing my best friend
I feel guilty for a kissing a person whom I don't love
I feel guilty as I wasn't genuine with my one side I thought I would never look a boy other than a person I love but I kissed another person
I really really feel like punishing myself for doing such idiotic thing 

Teenagers

Why can't we get over someone who is not alive anymore?? Why is it so hard to believe that he is dead?? Why do i still think that he will call me or message me?? Why m i still hoping that he will wish me on my birthday?? Why do i feel that we just talked yesterday?? Why do i feel that when i will visit his home he will be there?? Why do i still think we will celebrate festivals together?? Why m i still waiting to receive gifts from him?? Why do i still think that he is on a trip and we gonna meet soon ?? Why m i waiting for his hugs and kisses?? Why ?? Why?? Why?? It's hard for me when i think about him, how can I live rest of my life without him?? Who will protect me now?? I want him to tease me, i want play games with him, i want him to visit me like he used to do?? I fukin hate every person around me can't they see what i am going through, they think i am fine after loosing  him i fu k all of them i will never be fine if i am smiling and laughing doesn't mean i m okay, i am not , i hate them for joking around me and not listening to me and for ignoring me when i needed them...how the fuck can u joke around me and ask me what dress will suit u more when i was going through such hard time...i will never forget him...i know he is no more but i will still think that we will meet again because it's my life and my brain , i can think whatever i want to, and this is not just a thought.. this is what I wish every morning , this is what I pray to god everytime, this is what keeps me calm...

Loss

Malayalikal aarum illae ivide? :)

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Happy

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