Hi, I am here to spread hope. Anyone who might want to have a chat, hit me up :) 

Compassion

I hope i can say wishes here 
Idk i feel like i want to say it

I envy not really that envy i just feel frustrated seeing people in martial arts tournaments
Cause its my failure/mistake to quit when i was a kid, i supposed to be a black belter now and now things looks like impossible for me now to start over things

If theres a chance my wish is to get back in martial arts 
This is not manifesting i just wanna say


Dreams

https://open.spotify.com/track/4E5rL7YL0hVUPqeMSpjEF2?si=AKEuVbgaTcGYy9O8WItV1Q&utm_source=copy-link

I believe in yesterday.

3am Thoughts

I am really upset
I want to talk to him but i am not able to
Why our happiness depends upon another person not ourselves.
I feel so bad and cried all day long.

Mental Health

**Brand New** Making the best of the day and hoping everyone else is too!

Happy

I am completely lost. I am in a relationship and feel like every day I am being yelled at or cried to. Everything is always because of me. I cannot take it. My partner asks to call, I say they I don’t really feel like calling at the moment ( which is in my opinion, a perfectly good answer). She asks why I hate her so much and what she did and how she should just kill herself because that would make everyone happier. I have told her that is completely incorrect and try to tell her she is loved but she just gets angrier. I am completely confused as what to do. I am not happy in this relationship because it feels like no matter what I do she is never happy with me. She constantly needs to know where I am, who I’m with and what I’m doing. We have had no history of being unfaithful and lying to each-other. It feels like she is controlling me and I am just living as her pet. I do not know what to do because if I breakup with her I fear she is going to harm herself. We are also on a sports team together and it would be a very uncomfortable environment if that were to happen. 

Breakup

I’m sad for the rejection i suffered from universities last year. I guess it was really only a dream school for me :)

College

Anyone suffering from emotional numbness here and any tips to relieve it?

Confusion

Umm heya but can yall tell me like how to be cool, idk people are so rude to me, i am not ugly or fat it's just that people find me boring , my parents are damn strict and so i don't have someone to share i mean i just cry at least 10 -15 times in a month , i think i surely need help




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