Hi, i am frustrated and i am dominated. i was to get free from this fear. i want to power myself.. express my self but i am not able to do so . 

Hey you can express your self here it is completely fine here 

Lonely

Hii



Love

Maine sabse azij insaan ko badalte dekha h 
Wo jo kehte the ki hmare Bina ji nhi paenge 
Unhe hasi Khushi kisi or ka hote dekha h 
Dhoka dekar log chain se soo kaise pate h yarr bolne walo ko maine dhoke  k baad najar mai najar dalte dekha h 
Wo jo kehte the ki jindagi k har modh pe saath denge unhe saath chor jate dekha h 
Apne sapno ki arthi haa Maine uthayi h ...

Cheating

Yr koi mujhse bhi baat kr lo 

3am Thoughts

Its been more than 2 years I’m in this relationship, everything was going well and good till we were together in highschool then when he joined college last October since then he he’s a bit strange, he doesn’t talk to me that much , doesn’t tell me everything and now he gets annoyed and angry even in the smallest of the things .. im a impulsive kind of person and one day I just texted his mother that I’m his girlfriend and since then he’s alert and says I cannot be trusted or he’s afraid what else I might be capable of but after that incident I didn’t do any such thing, it was my first and last mistake but he seems to not overlook it and forgive whereas last year he cheated and lied to me twice but I forgave him and accepted him but maybe the pain I have gone through in that time doesn’t matter to him  …he keeps ignoring me he doesn’t call or text until I do he keeps being on phone but doesn’t reply to me … doesn’t give me time… it feels as if if I’m the one putting efforts and keep nagging and begging for time and attention. I don’t know it feels as if he doesn’t want to  be attached anymore. I don’t know what should I do, I feel very alone and lonely, I have no friends in my city, one friend he lives in another city ,  I don’t know is this relationship worth saving ?

Boyfriend

honestly I don't get life at all

Adulting

Feeling lonely as I have no friends with whom I can share my thoughts 

Friends

I feel really demotived after being motivated and really sad and kinda depressed..
Actually i love baking and it's my passion. Haven't tried an icing/frosting cake yet but longing to since many years.
But unfortunately my parents don't allow me.
I can't bake in daily life, only on special occasions coz i m overweight and my mother says if i make cakes and start baking then I would gain a lot of weight.
But the fact is that I like to bake not eat the baked food. I have no interest to eat the food made or baked by me...
But no one understands that 
Every one thinks that i only bake so that I can eat sweet things.
Baking is my passion and i feel motivated  , enthusiastic, fulfilled and satisfied after baking.. 
So it's mother's day coming up that means I have an opportunity to try an icing cake.
As a matter of fact, covid and lockdown has increased my chances of baking. 
I watch various recipes on internet referring to different ways to make stuff so that I don't spend much on this stuff.
My father doesn't buy me the things for making cake or cookies or cupcakes as he says money doesn't grow on trees and I would waste them and in this amount of money spent on making it at home, he can buy a cake from outside.
I was motivated about mother's day cake but when I asked my father whether he would bring me the grocery and materials he refused. I was so demotivated and didn't want to do anything.
I felt like a failure.
I felt like telling him, we can't achieve success until we fail.
Im so sad or idk what to call this feeling.
😔😞💔
What should I do?


The last few weeks haven't been easy. I've been more on the edge than usual, anxious about what awaits me with regard to my academic future. Today can be a prime example of the days that have passed. I'm nervous. I went through too many videos about medical college before I realised that it was making me panic. Here I am, sitting, unable to read what I wanted to, unable to watch what I wanted to. I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna sleep on time either. Add to that the sudden craving that isn't unexpected at such nerve wracking times. Food had been a constant companion through the difficult days for the last 4 years. But right now, I'm in the process of losing weight, so going back to my habits won't do me good. There's so much I feel like I could have done, could do now, and want to do in the future, but even thinking about it overwhelms me right now. I feel like screaming, I feel like breaking things, I only feel anger and angst. No tears are willing to come out now, so I'm not gonna get a release. I'm taking deep breaths, but telling myself to do that feels too mechanical to feel good. 

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