Hi guyys, have been delaying things from a long time. But now I have decided to catch up and take charge of my life. Is there anyone feeling the same way? Maybe we can start together

Oh thats nice, let's start together. And then every day we can share the updates and keep each other accountable so that we work towards our goals

3am Thoughts

I wish my ex would get help with his mental health. I’m so scared he will do something to hurt himself physically 

Anxiety

What you look in a boy at first? 💕


Crush

Is anyone poor and jobless and scared and tensed and has no friends like N-O-N-E.
and  poor in mathematics and very average in studies but dreams for becoming rich.
Is ugly has shit loads of acne..... And not pretty.
But no one support you.  Like not a single person roots for you..


Unemployment

So... I guess I'll start from my childhood, struggling with anxiety and ocd from a very young age. Moving forward, last year, at the age of 19, in addition to those mentioned, I was clinically diagnosed with depression and bulimia, and was addicted to cigarettes and alcohol. I've hurt myself before and god knows how many times I have thought of suicide. I live in a loving, yet unbearably controlling house. My parents decide everything and I'm just the executor. At 20 years of age, I have never been allowed to have a boyfriend( being said that my dad is kinda famous and everything will be reported to him), Am not alowed to go out on my own unless its urgent, cannot choose the way I dress, they made me turn down a very good part time job and... I even didn't get a say in the major I'm studying. About a month ago, I came home drunk, and God knows what a living hell those next days were for me. It made me quit drinking, but at the same time, I cut myself after 3,4 years of not doing so, even tried to kill myself, but my brother stopped me. Ever since then, they don't let me continue therapy, and my mom threw all my prescriptions away, worsening my hair pulling and bulimia among other things.
they don't believe in my mental health issues, they just deny it, cause I'm supposed to be the perfect daughter. 
I love them, so effing much, I know they love me, and I don't wanna hurt them. But at the same time, I know they are the ones who are constantly breaking me.
Rn, the only thing that is keeping me on my feet, is knowing that someday, maybe, I will get to live my own life, where I'm not bullied by my loved ones daily.

Depression

An endless cycle of life and death...what is the origin of all these sufferings??

Hey dear, hope everything going good in your life, if not don't stress about it
Smile and move on...
Huggies 🤗

Quotes

How do you push yourself to speak bluntly despite being scared to death?
Can anyone please help? 

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