Hi guys, I'm very tensed... Actually what happend till 10th I was in Cbse board and in 11th now in Stateboard... I feel regret why I chose but... I saw some people says in 12th boards Cbse/Icse gets easy score and Hsc state board does tough checking so thats why its tough to score more than 90+in stateboard..... What should I do now.. I know I'm gonna study but this killsss..


Plzz reply if you read this..

Bruhhh 
I'm in 11th cbse and it's really getting tough for me
My teachers suggested me to shift to state board as state baord is really easy as compared to cbse 
You've heard wrong
You can score a very well 90+ with consistency

Frustration

I feel in my bones that i am not good enough for my partner. I try to be better and change myself for the better but i just end up making the same mistakes everytime. No matter how hard i push it is the same everytime. I want things to be better and i want to be enough for me. It is not like he says any such thing to me but i can not stop thinking this. I try to be good but i am not good enough. Please i need suggestions how i can stop making the mistakes that i make. Or please tell me what i should do because this makes me frustated and i feel like hurting myself.

Relationships

Suddenly life seems less inspiring , I feel lesser of myself. I used to love to do a lot of things , stay occupied through out the day. Try out new things , learn new stuff had many hobbies. But now i just don't feel like I want to do anything. I'm just so drained out. Even the basic things i used to do with such ease i seem to find it difficult. I just want to shut down in a room and do nothing. I want to get out of this feeling. I really miss my old self.

Conflict

Anyone up for being friends?

Friends

How to make relationship happening .. 

3am Thoughts

Isn't its easier to end everything than to go through the same kind of shit everyday. I mean you know nothings going to chnge anyways so why even bother. 

Life

Never forget that "life is unfair"
And it'll make you ready for everything

Coming Out

So i did breakup with my ex as of now she's my
ex so it is ex haha, the reason to breakup with
her was I'm the guy who needs to get
understood no matter what, I've been through
like hell, which i was there by myself nd
sometimes my friends where there for me, my
ex she used to not understand me much, it had
been 2 months of dating we were like attached
to each other before dating nd after we started
to date we were totally attached to each other
but lately the fights started to happen over
small issues nd she used to get sad or emotional for it and didn't used to talk like 2 days nd again we used to talk, she didn't used to have anger for much time, so that was pretty good of her okay so idk lately I wasn't at all interested in her anymore because i always used to make efforts to
make her happy, but i never was happy she
never made anything to make smile this never
worked out so but still I kept on compromising nd all stuff forgot to mention it was clearly a casual dating life okay so the mama needs to be treated like a queen it seems okay but for that I need to know that she is special so that she can be treated she had demands to travel in car when I couldn’t take out car nd if I do with friends she used to compare bcz my friends are there from long but she was from now nd silly stuffs so I decided nd took forward the step of leaving her this was my first step towards myself like standing for myself which I never used to do it, nd lately so I thought to say our common friends we broke up bcz things weren’t working properly I said them this reason but she was like he changed he wasn’t the one like he used to be nd doesn’t give me time dude this is causal dating what does expect things dude a guy gets his own mood swings so I stay away from everyone where I need time for myself which she never understood but still she’s like after all the things u blamed me I’m a bad person to my friends nd all she said , she was the one who let me down at the first place nd why would she do like this this was totally unfair well after breaking up I was daymn happy nd exited she wasn’t ever ready for my lifestyle nd her thinking were like village thoughts mine were like city thoughts it’s a metaphor whatever just wanted to say it out hahah 

The only energy that's left in me is potential energy coz I'm standing on rooftop. That too will be zero if you take roof as reference.

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