Hi guys actually today its been a year i confessed my feelings to my crush many things happened in between and today i wanted to tell him this and he even avoided to talk he was like we well talk later ..... but we aren't even we 😔
I am not even understanding how am i feeling ...


Yesss actually yesterday i wanted to end all the things but he didn't respond 

Just let it be just dont regret you dicision ever . just do what exictes. All the best for you life 

Like not everytime you are right like it i can say say him that you truly like him or etc etc but like hi kinda person who not  so introvert and after your confessed he still not answering then sometimes its better to give then spending much more time on it like i can say you do this or that but sometime accepting reality is important sorry if i say something worng and its your life Do what exictes dont listen to me 

Love

Right now I seriously have no idea with m doing in my life it's just like same routine with no hope of getting better. I want to change thing's in my life but it's just not happening. It's like something is stoping me from taking a step and starting with something I really want to do. Sadly going through so many feeling at a same time. I know certain things I do are wrong I make up my mind not do do such things but no m not able to stick on my mind. Feeling anxious at the same sad, lonely. Just surviving

Life

Roses are red violets are blue,
Tujhpe kitna marta hu do you have any clue?

3am Thoughts

Life is not about giving up. Its about exploring yourself and then choose the best.

Other

I am in a relationship with a guy for about 2 half years. He is a type of very busy person, always at work. He thinks he's always right. Now he is 28 years old and I am 20. I am young comparing to his age. Our thoughts and mindsets are really different. Girls at my age and the young commited girls surrounded by me are having fun with their young bf's. And seriously I love to roam like them. But my bf is always bc that he couldn't afford 10 minutes for me to call. He is in Kerala and I am in TN. Everyday I used to call him and open up my thoughts about him, he is so tired to hear those. He used to say I just came home, will call u later, will talk later like that. But he don't call me. Nowadays I am not receiving any incoming calls from him. But i used to call him, he rarely pickup my calls, and say please don't call me repeatedly, you're repeated calls irritating me and he block me for 10 days if i ask him why type of questions. But whenever he need my help, he used to call me frequently and talk to me in a lovely way. Seriously I am tired of this relationship but can't leave this fuckn guy. My mental health is not supporting me. But I know I am actually tired of this person. I just wanted peace. I need to end up this relationship. He is asking me to leave him continuously and seriously I don't even want to be with him. But why I can't do that. Someone please help. I am exhausted.












Lonely

My 6 yo cat left us and is staying on the streets. We attempted to get him back and tried 2 times to bring him home but both the times he escaped again. It's been 3 months now and not once he had come back, idk how he is and what he is eating. Im so worried and scared for him. I miss him 😭

Depressed people translations

I’m fine.
I’m not fine. Please help me

I’m just tired
I can’t take this anymore.

Go away.
Show me you care enough to stay

I’m just cold
I don’t want you to see my cuts

I’m Better I promise
I have never been this bad

I’m okay.
I just want to die.


Depression

I really feel like I disappoint my parents and everyone in my life. I can never make my parents happy. Every minute I have urge to just fcking die and let everyone be happy without me

And then suddenly I wonder, where I would be if I didn’t let him enter my life…

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