Hi babies, how are you, yesterday I challenged you guys and myself to make a bucket list and do one thing on it and I am tackling the task of making beignets first 

Adulting

On some days I just want to disappear.


3am Thoughts

How can someone make you so happy?! Just even a reply from them even after hours lights you up. I was so sad whole day day before yesterday but a reply from her just made me so happy and here I am again unhappy because mostly we won't talk. You make me the happiest

So, the last years I was in long-distance relationship. But the person is afraid of being committed and after 2 years without seeing each other in flesh decided to break up with me. We have been together for something like 4 years. At the same time he doesn't want to lose me and is asking me to wait, trust him and give him a chance. I don't know what all that means.
We both love each other a lot but the fact is that he is not ready for the commitments under being a couple (even though I almost don't ask anything from him) especially when now in covid we can't see each other.
The problem is that I know he doesn't really feel like being with anyone and he can exist by himself. On the other hand, I don't feel comfortable being alone. But I also tried to ge to know other people and the problem is that I don't feel them attractive. Maybe they are attractive physically, but I don't feel any good connection with anyone around. And now I'm afraid of ending up being alone and I don't know what to do. That's so sad. 

Let her go..
Passenger
English singer-songwriter

Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow, and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day, you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast
Well, you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep
Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh, oh, mm, oh
And you let her go
Oh, oh, uh, uh
Well, you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go..

links to listen to this melody by Passenger.. check the links below--

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRVTVB94zTg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBumgq5yVrA


( my favourite.. hope you all love too)




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