Hi babies, how are you, yesterday I challenged you guys and myself to make a bucket list and do one thing on it and I am tackling the task of making beignets first 

Adulting

Always wait for a wonderful moment but when it comes don't think if it is the one or not just grab it and enjoy as much as you can after that you wanna think or get embarrassed about it it's fine but not in the moment ....... because moments is only thing which is gonna stay not embarrassed nor overthinking bhaaad mai jaye sab yrrr.         hum humari masti aur humara dimaag humari kashti mai.🌼🌼🌼🌼

3am Thoughts

It's indeed tough to be an adult and you're still studying and you only have yourself and your family has no guts to pay for your tuition fees and they're toxic. **I need a job.**

Family

paisa hai toh
badi badi badi batein
paisa hai toh
lambi lambi lambi ratien
paisa hai toh
five star sari mulakein
paisa hai toh
galiyan bhi sare mang khate

Leave it here, whatever is in your mind and in life 

Depression

I really need a therapist. But I don't think I'll find one in near future. And I wanna deal with my social anxiety what to do? I found out it's a disorder today afternoon only and since then I had this strange kind of fear. I think it's coz I think I got a disorder to fix and it's a big deal? Idk. But it's really difficult for me to go to mess or college where I have to face people even tho it's been 3 months I'm living with these people. But I don't know much people and am friends with my other 2 roommates only. 1 of our roommates had to shift her room and we grew apart somohow and she was the one I was most attached to so it was kinda difficult for me. But now I've moved on. Where was I? I'm shifting from one topic to another god. Ah so I was saying my heart races so fast at the very thought of going and facing people alone. One thing that helps me is dressing nicely. If I have wore something that I'm confident and comfortable in, it helps in reducing the anxiety and for the remaining part I avoid looking at anyone. I just put my airpods and go finish eating the.n come back as fast as I can. Idk.

Social Anxiety

Everyday seems surreal. Like a loop of same actions and thoughts. Wake up feeling weak and fight the entire day to become strong. Repeat again the next day.

Love

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched – they must be felt with the heart.

Mental Wellbeing

Once a psychologist Robert biswas- Diener said 
"When you start making the effort to ‘wake yourself up’—that is, be more mindful in your activities—you suddenly start appreciating life a lot more.”
–So its time to wake yourself up 😊

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