Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

heyyy, I’m not doing so great lol. Sometimes I just want to disappear, and I hate going to school. I don’t want this feeling that I’m having right at this moment again because it hurts so bad. I hate love, and I always fall in love so easily. I hate this guy that I’m talking (guy friend*) because he reminds me of this guy that I have liked for more than 6 years long time lol but yeahh and I’m getting worried that I’ll end up liking him and I don’t want that because then I feel guilty cause my friend might end up liking him and she says that she doesn’t like him, but I think she does and I also think that my guy friend likes her. Sad to say but you know that guy that I mention the one with 6 years. I hate him because he just left and treated me horrible and idk why I continued to like him, he also completely ignored me, that also a reason why I hate the guy friend, but my heart says otherwise.