Heyyo people!!
Today's reminder💫
if you react you lose, you gotta become mentally untouchable because if you let what they say affect you, then that's  💯 your fault! 
thanks for your time ♡

~ anonymously.yours 

Life

I am scared for my new journey to start I mean as a college student I really don't know how It will be just hoping for the best !!

College

Exhausted 

3am Thoughts

How to have a glow up.?

The pain of being alone is completely out of this world, isn’t it? I don’t know why, but I understand your feelings so much, it actually hurts.

Sorrowful nights

I miss my old life

I lived in a different country for 11 years, ever since I was 1 and I grew up there. It was a VERY bittersweet experience, like high school but you can remember all the sweet memories that you'd wanna go back to.

I miss all my childhood friends, teachers that actually gave a shit about me and my family, the way classes were actually capable of teaching me things or the way school was something to smile about with Christmas parties, discos or even the school lunches outside

Or high school (British) where i made two amazing friends, the three of us were unseperable. Hanging out outside with our lunches, going around town all weekend. The awesome teachers or the difficult situations (made difficult by my own anxiety) that give the the nostalgia that i can still feel myself walking down those corridors every day

Everything was bittersweet

Now everything has crumbled apart, my parents moved me and my siblings to the country we visited our family

I hate myself for wanting to leave but I was so tired of the stress. I regret it all, I regret ever agreeing and its stuck to me now.

My grades are falling apart, I've developed an eating disorder, my health is worse, my mental health is getting worse and I'm stuck in this all alone. 

I feel like I have no future here

I wish I left it how it fucking was if I knew how much pain it is causing, but if i stayed? It'd be worse than it was

I feel like my whole life is just regret and guilt and misery

Loss

Tomorrow I have a meeting with the person I may be dog sitting for if she ends up thinking I’m a good fit. I’m super nervous and have been for days. Recently I have been trying to figure out getting a part time job, it’s been a pretty nerve racking time. I’m horrible socially and I always overthink everything and think things will go horribly. I ended up chickening out about a job I was possibly gonna have that was even in law related! Thinking it’d be too stressful and that’d I’d fail and not be able to help the customers properly without freaking out. I didn’t even want to try the trial.  I’m getting pretty anxious just writing this, thinking about it all. Not sure what to do and I feel like I’ll mess up tomorrow and possibly any job opportunity I get in the future. 

Social Anxiety

Hey.....
Any kannada and telugu speaking people here........

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