Heyy there!
I have a boyfriend and his friends judge me by listening to his sad stories against me. They don't even bother to ask me up whats the matter and my side of story. For his friends he is the only victim in our relationship and his friends think I control him by my words. But in reality its the total fucking opposite. What should i do mannnn!?

I want to run but he blackmails me. Tbh he is acts immature. Always


Like... he will no longer talk with me and all that shit

But I kind of love him. I can't leave him that easily

Worry about your man not his friends? Why he is oversharing? And whatever his friends think about you it doesn't matter, but if your bf is telling wrong to them about you, then girl...run! 

3am Thoughts

I am introvert,lonely and shy to talk to people and cannot communicate properly.

Anxiety

I don't want to have an arranged marriage
But I'm almost the age to marry according to my parents 
I'm 26
And I'm single since 4 years now
Cannot find an ideal one for me 
But now my parents are forcing me to have an arrange marriage because I have 2 younger siblings and if I don't marry it'll be a problem for them
They don't mind me marrying someone I love
But I don't have a boyfriend!

Marriage

I’m stuck between relationship , parent and career….


Hello… I’m about to be 25 year’s old in 25th April give me your advice if you’re 25 or older 🤍

Adulting

I'm doing my final year of college. But I don't feel like going there because all my friends has started to treat me as invisible. I couldn't attend 3 months of classes because I had to go somewhere. When I returned all my friends have changed. What can I do?

Friends

I am not feeling good

Books

Lost 
It's really hard to find the words for what I'm feeling right now. It seems that I'm really alone in this world. 
After I graduate this month, all of my friends will move away to go to university. These were the first friends I ever made. Because of my social anxiety it's very hard for me to do so and I'm sure that I'm going to be on my own once again. 
I live with my mom, my dad lives in another state, they seperated when I was 11/12. When I was a kid my mom used to be very abused, beat me up, told me she should have drowned me and so on. I'm not allowed to live with my dad because his custody was taken away in court for some shit he has done. 
I'm not talking to my mom alot now because she tramatized me alot and it's very hard for me to even be in the same room as her, let alone talk to her. My mom is very sick and even tho I was never on good terms with her it pains me that she i expected to die within the next 1-3 years. What makes it worse is that my relationship with my mom cannot be fixed and all I can do is watch her die instead of spending time with her. I feel so incredibly guilty, shes my mom after all. But after what she has done to me i can't bear even looking her in the eyes.
I've been in therapy since I was 13, I'm 19 now. My thearpist told me he can't help me multilple times now and the pain just doesn't seem to ever go away. 
Soon I will be alone all over again and with even more to loose it will be worse than it ever was before. 

Loss

Exhausted. Don't know what my goals are. All my hardwork, the pain, for what? I am just walking, without knowing about my destination. Even if there's a destination, it is worth all my suffering? I am losing hope. 

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