Heyy,
So i just got an order of crochet earrings.
I'm so happy!! ❤️

Tum mitr apne ID se post Kiya Karo to samzega originally kiska hai vo

Nahi bhai mitr means friend aur mai apne har comment mai prayog karta hu apse pehle to ap bhi use kro hum bhi use kr skte hai 

Celebration

For the rest of my life, for the rest of yours

3am Thoughts

maigod life is terrible, kyu?

Right now so many things are going on in my life, someone very important left me just like that . Nothing feels like it used to be, I just feel so lonely that i dont even know  how to put my feelings in front of everyone, it's feel like a house without its roof, tree without roots.  I dont even want to trust anyone. It's feel like I'm just a  burden now but i know, it's will pass and I will survive. At least I'm gonna try. 

Lonely

Gussa bahut aata ha kya kru?

Is there  anyone here to talk or chat ? 

Okay- I’m back- it’s been a while

So Me and K are really awkward, right? Sooo… I’ve been trying to open up to her but it’s getting hard cause of the stuff we text each other- like I get really nervous and my heart starts beating really fast even when she just looks at me for a second of stands next to me

and I think she’s less awkward than I am now- Also, she's leaving tomorrow on a trip for two days- ; - ;

**1) Can y’all tell me how to be less awkward-?**

So… her sister found out about us… because she read K’s diary… and her sister is homophobic… *Wow… isn’t that just amazing.*

So K’s been deleting all our “flirty” texts so that her sister doesn’t see them
her sister’s also threatened her that she will tell K’s parents if K doesn’t stop have feelings for me

I don’t know what to do. **Any suggestions?**

Speaking of homophobia

my brother and mom are for sure not homophobic because we we’re watching a series together in which two guys kissed and i think they’re a ship so i think I can tell my whole family including my dad that I’m bisexual

But the questions is **When should I?**

Relationships

Anyone with dpdr here or had something in the past ??

Disorders

I've finally realized that I expect too much of myself. All this time I've felt like a failure. Why can't seem to have a work/school/life balance when everyone else can obtain one? Why can't I seem to find that area where I'm doing what I have to but don't feel like I'm just existing? Why don't I have time to do things that I want? And I would bring these things up and everyone would just give encouraging messages of you can do it, or sometimes you just have to push through the unpleasant parts to get where you want. Which yes are true but I constantly feel like I'm at my breaking point of just snapping and not being able to move from my bed for weeks on end. And I could never pinpoint it. What was the cause. No one was telling me I had to do these things. No one said I had to have a full time job, take 18 credit hours and be the go to person for everyone but here I am doing all these things. The past few weeks have been so bad. I've been slacking on my school work immensely, I show up to work slightly late everyday because I am literally waking up and getting dressed and leaving, I'm eating once a day (and not even a meal more like a handful of crackers), I was showering maybe once every four days, I was seeing my friends hardly ever and anytime I had free time I was sleeping. Even on my off days I didn't do anything I needed to because I just pretended like none of my problems existed so I could just have that little bit of time for myself. And this week I got super sick. It probably started off with allergies but the way I've been living for the past month and a half I'm sure made my regular allergies kick my ass completely. And on top of that a serious bout of depression joined the party. So here I was laying in bed wondering why I'm doing everything I should but I still wish that I was doing none of it and it finally hit me. I'M THE ONE WHO IS EXPECTING TOO MUCH! I'm the one who thought that I could take 18 credit hours, work 40 hours a week and live my life and be happy. And I'm finally realizing I can't. Maybe other people can and that's amazing but I can't...and that's okay. So I am now trying to find the courage to email my professor's and ask for extra credit or maybe just a little help on getting my grades up for the last stretch of the semester and tell my boss that I  need to cut my 5 days a week down to 2 or 3. I guess I'm just here asking for support or someone to tell me that this isn't an awful idea because I am currently feeling that I am letting so many down. I know logically that what I'm doing is best but I still feel like I'm letting so many people down. I know in that I can get over this but right now in this moment it feels like it's impossible. Thanks in advance.

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