Hey there! I'm Atikna.
I've a childhood bestie and his name is Samir and we've been friends since childhood till now…Today we both were hanging out and he suddenly confessed his feelings for me…what should I do?…I said I need time…and immediately left from there…what should I do?😵

Emotional damage 😂 immature bache h yrr 

How do you feel towards him? Do you like him? 

Take your time to see whether u are ready or not n also can u bear those things also see the best of the best n worst of the worst so that u don't have complain for taking the decision 

Crush

You all know that text right 'so whatsup' 'inka enti mari' that just kind of stops the conversation..

My friend and i used to do the same..when he asked again same question.. i didn't reply him and it's his last msg for me..after few weeks he met with an accident. My biggest regret is that i saw the msg but didn't reply even when i saw he was online the same day when it happened..he was my school friend so got distant after all these years but I still wish I had talked to him more.

I had a crush on him. I think he too but at different times so it didn't work out. He gave me few beautiful memories. I miss him alot. I always wish him on his bday at midnight but he never did to me..theres a valid reason. my bday is in a month and in the last conversation he said this time he would wish me at midnight..but this happened...



Friends

..so I love this guy and I know he is the best..he cares a lot..and do everything that's possible to make me happy in the best way possible.. but..I still feel that there is still something missing..I have decided to marry him.. our families are involved now.. but I am not completely satisfied with this.. I am not able to open up with him completely.. i dnt know what to do..

Love

#28..........Days passed by and I kinda moved on from Mr. A and mean while Mr. B contacted me few times but I blocked him because I understood he was just trying to use me. He called and texted me few time just to ask if I wanna meet him again and stay the night over at his place. I directly said NO! And said I'm not the kind of girl he thinks I am. I thought of him as a gentleman but he turned out to be disgusting. Funny how men can fake things so effortlessly.  
And throughout this time be it my personal life problems or academic Mr. P always supported me and we kinda became like best friends. I didn't knew about him but I once stated feeling like I was attracted to him but then I brushed off those feelings thinking about my past experiences with men, I didn't have the courage to be hurt again by another guy. So I never told anything about those feelings and kept out friendship going. Moreover he has this situation with another girl going on where is was treated like ab option by the other girl. So it was better if I didn't stir up the mess more..........(to be continued) 

3am Thoughts

Umm so I am in a long distance relationship with my bf. And I don't want to be in any serious relationship now cuz I have seen and also getting hurt every day. The main problem is that I don't trust him. I don't want to get hurt anymore.
I want to be in just casual now. I love him but it's better if I will be selfish now. I m getting hurt being with him and will also get hurt without him. One of the guy was ready to do some casual stuff with me being in a relationship. But I didn't agree cuz I m in a relationship but now I feel like I should do it. I will breakup with him by listening few of your opinions on this. 

My bf is a nice guy tho but he just don't care about my existence in his life :) 

I want to ask what you should do when an ex repeatedly comes back into your life just to tell you how the end of the relationship was your fault. I have been vulnerable in front of him all along and always admitted that yes it was my fault. This time I fought back but not that freely. He brought up a lot of things from the past and again blamed it all on me, then without even listening to my points, blocked me from everywhere saying he can't do this anymore. Now Ik he does that to clear his own conscience but half of the things he said weren't even true, he comes to call me toxic while the reasons he gives are not justified. And now after a day of this argument I realise I should have brought up certain points too. Which were very very solid. How should I proceed now. It's only been 2 months since the breakup and even though it was really messy and full of misunderstandings, I was starting to move on. I really have this urge to reach him somehow and say all of this to him, how he is so fcking wrong and what his faults are but my mind also tells me to just let this go now. What should I do..


Breakup

A month ago my ex brokeup with me. And today he unfollowed and unfriend me to all my social med accts. Im not okay, i dont know what to do. 

So I kept this thing to myself and never shared it with anyone but today I feel that I should talk about it.
Last year I was in 11th grade and of course, due to the pandemic, the schools were closed. 
I started talking to this boy who was in my grade only and he was a very sweet boy. I mean I had never met a boy like him. I started to have feelings for him and I think even he had feelings for me but he was too shy to express them. I liked him so much that I could literally do anything for him. At that time I was giving exams for admission to another school. I thought that if I don't get accepted into another school, I will definitely date this guy. But I got accepted and decided that maybe I should not date him now because it will be really hard for us to see each other and my parents were already very strict, they did not let me go anywhere.
So when I got accepted I thought that I should just tell him how I feel about him because I was really not able to keep that to myself. I confessed to him and he said the same thing that  I've changed my school and we won't able to see each other so often. And after that, we did not talk that much not because we were awkward or something, it's just we were out of topics but still we used to have short conversations in a month or two.
Now, we hadn't talked in a while, and on the night of 21st October (it was also his birthday), my friend called me and said that "He has committed suicide". 
I can't describe what I felt. It was so heart-aching that I couldn't believe what I heard for the next few minutes. I thought that some people are pulling a prank but I was wrong. He actually committed suicide. 
That night was the worst night of my life. I loved him. I loved him so much that not for a second I could think about anything else except him. I did not expect that I would get hurt this much. I have never loved anyone that much. The tears won't stop coming out of my eyes. I couldn't even share it with anyone else because they would think that I'm doing all this for attention and drama because he and I were not that close in school.
It's been 7 months since he is gone, I still have feelings for him. I still cry. I still miss him. 
The grief is still here.  Sometimes he comes to my dreams and it breaks my heart to look at him, to think about him. I have not recovered from this tragic incident yet.
Wherever he is, I hope he is happy and in peace.❤️


So basically a guy whom I dated for almost 2 yrs broke up with me recently. We have had quite a few arguments but we solved it patiently, he says it hurts to love me after all arguments and what not. And right after he broke up with me , he started dating another girl whom he knew since childhood. I'm hell lot stressed and nobody is there to comfort me. It's all just a sad life, again.....
My insecurities turning to reality is breaking my heart more and more 

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