Nazar Shah @nazuneedshelp
Hey there!
I have no clue where to start my problems from.
So Iβm in a relationship with a guy from past 4 months and Iβm happy actually the thing is my parents got to know about him 2 months back and didnβt accept him. They threatened me and beated me for making him my bf and told me to break contact with him. Even after all of this he accepted me and loved me, my parents donβt know that Iβm still with him, they check my phone and all everyday and my mom treats me like shitβ¦she calls me slut and beats me for what I did β¦ after this my parents never gave me privacy and whenever I tell them anything about my problems the just neglect it, it always hurts getting ignored by my parents. This guy whose my bf knows about it and helps me and consoles me that heβs with me and heβll listen to me but I just want some of my parents attention as wellβ¦ whenever I break down infront of my mom she never consoled me instead calls me βattention seekerβ. Itβs getting hard for me to breath in here, feels like Iβm an adopted kid, my mom always loves other children and listens to there problems and helps em but when it comes to me she always neglected it and hurted me moreβ¦ when I told her about my depression and how insecure I was few years back all she told me was" you shouldβve told me before I canβt help you now, itβs your fault" when the truth is I told her several times but she never payed attention to all those scars on my hands and many moreβ¦ i sometimes feel I am wrong and Iβm just overreacting to it but trust me,itβs hurting me more and moreβ¦ I donβt want to tell this to my man as I feel like I would pressurise him in some or the other way even tho he wonβt judge meβ¦
Nazar Shah @nazuneedshelp
Yes
Itβs my last year in school tho
Yeahβ¦
And going through the shit Iβm also a med student
True
Night
Shabana S. @shabana_saiyye...
Hey
I am here
I get it you are going through some really bad experiences and finding no support from family is making you disappointed
Message me we can talk
Please take care of yourself