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A QUESTION TO ALL BOYS : Will you allow your daughter to marry a boy like you...

3am Thoughts

I am so tired... Mentally..... Just wanna cry...

Most of the time people yearn for being with someone...but as for me I yearn for my solitude...I get anxious or I feel uncomfortable around people...after work when I get home being tired....I like to spend my time being with myself....rather than thinking of to be taken care of by someone...I like to take vare of myself...day by day I'm becoming like this....the love I had  for people is fading away....I'm feel numb...:)why is this happening? Idk...but I don't really like to surround myself with anyone...


I'll name my next fish shrimp

It feels the worst when your family isn't with you or supporting you 
There are many people who are fat but our family notices us and keeps telling us to lose the fat and burn the fat but it gets worse when you had tried everything but failed 

Body image

Dreams of Deceased friend

I experienced the loss of two friends six months ago. One passed away naturally, while the other took his own life. I was closer to the friend who died by suicide. Unfortunately, I couldn't attend both of their funerals. 

Every single day, I have vivid dreams about my departed friend, and these dreams consistently convey the message that they are still alive. In these dreams, I rush towards them, embracing them tightly to show my unwavering support and presence. I refuse to let go, preparing meals for them, joining in on social events, and even conversing with my husband. Within the dream, I am gripped by fear at the thought of leaving my friend's side, as I am uncertain whether I will ever see them again if I do. The weight of these intensely realistic dreams leaves me perplexed upon awakening, as I find myself questioning the boundary between dream and reality. It's as though I continue to believe, even in my waking hours, that my friend is still alive.  

I harbor a deep anger towards those individuals who, albeit indirectly, played a role in the tragic loss of my friend to suicide. Furthermore, I find myself directing anger inward, as I reproach myself for not comprehending the depth of his sadness, despite having spoken to him every evening, including the very day before he took his own life. Additionally, my workplace bears the weight of my anger, as circumstances prevented me from flying to see my friend when he needed a friend near him. The fact that I remained trapped within the confines of my demanding job intensifies my frustration, It was only after learning of my friend's passing that I finally made the decision to resign from my job and left that city and came back to my home town. 

I don't know why I am doing what I am doing ... The only thing I know is my anger is killing me every second... 

Anger Issues

How to delete nowandme account..?

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I know it’s hard to talk to people about your deep feelings 
Because I have that problem 2 
And I’m good listener 
So if anyone wants to talk about their overthinking problems and can’t describe there deep feelings 
Im here you know you need it so do i…

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