Hey so i am struggling with depression right now. Even when I am happy it always feels like there is an overlapping layer of depression. Sometimes it gets so bad that I just don’t want to feel anything. So I just stop caring but then it also feels like there is no point in reality and I want to feel something again but I cant… So I kinda resorted to pain. Its kind of the only thing that I feel like can bring me closer to feeling like a normal human being again… I don’t have anyone that I can really talk to and I was traumatized when I went to get professional help so I don’t feel like that is a good solution for me. I just want to be okay again…
Why do you feel you need pain as an instrument to feel things?
Hey, I felt like this for a while, I had no idea why idk if you know why but what helped me was a conversation that I had with my mom, it was really embarrassing and I didn’t want to talk to her but I realized that I was doing nothing and feeling like shit all the time. What makes you human is your emotions, the way we feel things and how we process them differently. Also last thing, I STRONGLY advise that you watch Euphoria season 1 ep 8 because it had me speachless and the advice is just amazing, I think it can help you alot
Thank you, that was actually very helpful… I’m going to go watch that right now.
Olivia Johnson @randomgirl...
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