Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hey, just wanna share my inner feeling…am a single daughter, from my childhood i have known no one from my relatives. I was grown up in a lonely environment,and as my parents both are working,they would ask me to remain in home after school, this is how my childhood went…as i grew little, and in secondary school,i didn’t had many friends…even if i had, they either betrayed me or used me for their needs…i don’t know any of my cousins…in high school and college, when i fell in love with a boy whom i thought will be my everything and will create a beautiful family for myself in future, he too cheated on me…all of these broke me into pieces, though i have loving parents, they are the only reason for my survival, who sacrificed everything for me, but my mom often fails to understand me which made a emotional gap between us, and my dad is working far away made him distant from me…now am very afraid of my life where this will lead to, who will be my family after my parents, am very afraid that i will have no one to believe and i couldn’t understand the purpose of my life being alone till now…