Hey. I'm just really overwhelmed by all the shit that i have to do. I have been having trouble taking things easily. Help? 

Career

Useless as fuck can I die now?

Self Harm

Why can’t I just get off my ass and do something?

Depression

I feel left out everywhere. My mom and dad are perfect my family is perfect i have few good online friends but i still feel like a burden. it's not them its me i am socially awkward.. unable to talk even when im actually dying to talk inside and i just end up sad and feeling left out and unwanted. and this makes me cry really hard. its exhausting



I am a depressed person. But as now I am seeing the world now. I see everyone is so grown up now a days, even younger people than me are doing good, atleast better than me. And I am just there and everyone is moving on. And gone do far away. I can't see I can stand with anyone in society or my classmates, cousins etc. I am just left behind. Still there where I was before lockdown or even worse. I find myself as a failure. Tho nobody say this, but I see in people's eyes they feel disappointed I didn't grew. I am not smart but dum* and innocent. Life is trash for me. I have nothing. It hurts me. It pains

Life

i have been having jumping on the trampoline flippin in the air,,,, 

Music

Sometimes i just wanna  scream out loud all the things that I am hiding inside but i just can't 

Sometimes I feel like my life doesn't belong to me

Is it just me or Taylor Swift's All too well extended version is a gem. The story of dylan and sadie idk made me realise (from my personal experience) 
like how guys (not all) act all good and charming and understanding in the beginning but as time passes they change. Its like you were dating someone else in the beginning and this person now is total different. They start showing their true colours. 


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