Hey
i hope you know what you are feeling instead of questioning why you are feeling certain things... emotions are meant to be felt so never ever run away from them..

If you are happy live it
if you are sad express it
if you are emotional confess it
not to any other person but to yourself..in order to heal from the things you have been hurt 
then  you have to be honest with your own self...

please take good care of yourself
and never ever think you are alone💙💚💜

- Queen 👑

Thnq queen of words keep posting for us...

Life

i am bored now from everything

Affirmations

I feel so lonely I don't have someone who wants to understand me
Being a boy i cry so much I'm so emotional i want someone in my life just one person who just want to understand me love me 😔 in return i will make that person my world I'll keep that person like my fmly bcz people like me give their everything in return of some love and understanding. 

Lonely

I get this feeling always that I am on the outside in every situation like there is some invisible line which I have to cross to be a part of something and I just can never cross it :(

Anxiety

How to find someone like me?
I don't know how and i always did wrong to me and others.


 You are also like that🤔👇
  

Hey guys. Back after a long time I guess. Hope all of you are coping. It will get better. It will.

So, is it just me or has anyone else noticed that, off late or to be more particular, since the start of August, people have been really angry. Like everywhere the pent up anger has spilled over right into public view.

People are getting offended, relationships are ending abruptly, friends are fighting over stuff they used to laugh about. I'm not a staunch believer of astrology, but really is there something wrong going on right now?

Let me share a personal experience. As you can see, I'm a merchant navy guy and have been sailing for the last 8 years or so. I know life can get tough out there and emotions can go haywire, and we aren't immune to it. But we do know how to better handle it, since we know that we have to deal with them again the next day. So we make ammends and compromises and life goes on. 
But this month, tempers have been flaring. I was one of them too. Normally, I'm a really chilled out person, great teammate. But I just don't know how it happened. Boiled down to a point where I almost decided to quit. Right there on the spot. Quit on a career which I loved, I had to fight for, and for which the girl I'm dating right now said, "We don't have any future." I persevered till the end of my contract this last week. Couldn't be more happier to be back home.

But, I have been angry ever since. There is this deep seated anger inside, and now I'm really afraid that I will lash out. And who do we lash out at? That's right, the people we love and care about.

Things haven't been going well to be honest. Break ups, lost friendships, and the evergreen "Get married! You're getting older."

Sometimes I feel like crying to sleep. But then Men don't cry right? Well, F that! I have cried to sleep. I cry when I'm in the shower. I have screamed in to my pillow. I will persevere, alone if I have to. Because, I cannot let myself lash out. I just cannot. Everyday is battle. Most days its a losing battle. But somedays I get a win.

Till now, I had never had anxiety attacks. I have friends, who do have them. Its a different thing to help someone through one of those and getting an attack yourself. You know what all to do, but then your mind shuts off. I have taken to meditating and deep breathing exercises. Increased my lung capacity, but mentally? It's meh.

Even as I am writing this, my heart is racing. I might just tear up. But then again telling you all this made me feel better. Tonight my pillow might get a reprieve.

Sorry about the rant. I wiah you all the best, because tomorrow is a new day. And we will endure it.

Anger Issues

Life becomes a cakewalk when you love what you do , and do what you love

3am Thoughts

No one to call, I’m in the shit 

Right now it feels so hard to pick up the phone, even picking up the phone to call my mental health team to ask for help feels impossible. So I put things off, I don’t have the strength to ask for help, I don’t know how. 

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