Hey!
I don’t recently I have been feeling so sick and frustrated. I several times tried dying but I couldn’t do it. I have the most toxic dad that no one could ever do. He abuses me verbally irrespective of whatever I do. I have even addressed this issue to him , told him that it’s hurting me. Now he started torturing me with what I said as well. I’m afraid what if I end up like him if I start a family on my own. I could no longer survive amidst. I tried to go out and study in abroad but cos of covid situation got very worse so I was pushed to return back here. Now amidst his torture and no where to and in quarantine I’m suffering with him 24*7. His toxicity is killing me to the core. Only death seems to be an escape out of this. Wish I could die.
I wish I had something to relieve me out of this situation. But unfortunately cos of this pandemic I couldn’t fetch an employment nor get out of this house and being a girl is even more torturous.
Maybe you might be feeling really down and maybe i can’t say anything to you to make your situation alright but listen suicide is never been an option… because you have this life to achieve everything you want …so don’t let anyone i repeat anyone to let you think its not worth living… second thing about your dad, you try to talk him but it doesn’t change anything now the question arises what should you do now?
Stop reacting over anything , just avoid try to avoid your best don’t say anything to him…just focus on yourself…do your best…and listen everything will be okay someday you have to be patient with yourself… don’t loose hope over life… because life is beautiful trust me… and you are gonna appreciate yourself for not giving up on yourself for others
Will try! Thanks
